Charm undone.

[robes_of_earth]

I'm sitting around feeling all crap and depressed, so I decided to make myself an LJ entry and get some shit out. This is mainly to do with yesterday, and just as much a pick up for myself as for any kind of LJ life reportage. Of course you're welcome to add your Tuppence worth if you so desire. <3

Comments

[ex_sunlight344]

Cleansing rites are so important. *huggles*

[robes_of_earth]

fanks lady. <3 *has big hug session with you and your icon*

[jazz_addict]

Oh! My favorite part of breaking up with someone is deleting them from my phone. Quoting myself from the last break up rant I had, "Call me a bitch, but I love the part where I delete their phone number. Would you like to remove this contact? Why yes please! boop! And they're gone."

As for feeling crappy, don't. Why? Because at the end of the day, he's a crazy ass and you are still a good person with manners. You will move on and do fantastic things while he will probably fantastically screw things up.

Go reaffirm what great person you are by doing some good ole community service. Nothing makes you feel more warm, fuzzy, and loving like helping someone who needs it! *hugs*

[robes_of_earth]

"You will move on and do fantastic things while he will probably fantastically screw things up."

I love you.

I was really sad about deleting him before I actually did it though. There's still some part of me that wishes he wasn't such a douche.

Oh well. Spilt milk.

[jazz_addict]

Trust me on the "he will probably fantastically screw things up" bit. Guys like that do. And its all the sweeter when they come back to ask for you advice on what to do.

You should listen to the Universe. Its a pain in the arse sometimes, but its got its reasons. Don't try to demand things from it. That makes it angry. Again experience.

And I love you too. lol

[robes_of_earth]

Oh I never demand things from it, I just nicely ask that 'this is what I would like'.

In credit to the universe, I asked for a shaggy grey-haired sexy man who I could sleep with, and that's what I got! But it did show me what I want versus what I need, and that I'm not as keen on the casual thing as I thought I was. But that conversely, I don't have time for a boyfriend right now.

It's all very complicated. :)

(And yeah, I do kind of expect him to call in about a month and be all 'hiiii sweetie.....' *eye roll* )

[dweediecat]

I don't like to hear people regret what they did so well - and with a whole heart. ♥

Glad to see how quickly you got that, and are moving on to reiterating to the universe what it is you do want. ("Ahem, Universe! Pay attention!")

[robes_of_earth]

Listen up universe! Send me a NICE, LOVING, sexy grey-haired chap in his mid 40s will you?

*shows it pictures of James May for reference*

[nessachan]

*HUUUUUUGGGGS*

[ali_babble]

Break-ups SUCK! All that doubt, anger, regret... I don't envy you. *Hugs*

[robes_of_earth]

Ta, me lovely. *hugs back*