my all time goal in life and what i dream of doing is to be a bum but its not what it sounds like i want to travel all over the world me and a back pack work when i need some times cold some times on a beach eating cocanuts. day by day find my bath leave fot prints in the sand all over that fade away with time. live life not sit there and be a ( Read more... )

Cut yourself some slack, even if you think that you made a mistake. No matter how much you have to do today, allow some time for yourself. Being alone now can begin an important healing process for you. Treat yourself gently and allow yourself to feel good. And even if you don't feel like you deserve it, act as if you do until you get the hang of ( Read more... )

At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down ( Read more... )

well went in to the hospital and when i got out i called my ex and she is made at me agian and she has everyright. she is mad because i smoked some pot a friend gave me. and the reason i got hit was over pot and i think she was scared of loosing me even though she hates me. but she loves this other guy and i need to get over her and the pot. i will ( Read more... )

i need the one thing i can't have. (ereh saw ehs hsiw) i have to go in and have surgry at 8 am. man it is going to suck. i need to clean up as soon as i can walk i am getting a job well i have one i can just actuly go and work. i think i want to find a sweet girl who is my type mentaly and the rest would be a bounis. i dont know i am going to play ( Read more... )

i know she will read this but o well. well she is in love with some one else and yes i will admit it bothers me but she is happy and i am just sad it is not with me. she dose not want me to make her feel bad because she cares for some one else, and i wont. i say why would i make some one i care about feel bad i want her happy not upset and she has ( Read more... )

here lies john lee

stranger stop and cast an eye;
as you are now once was i,
as i am now so you shall be;
prepare, for death and follow me

hmm... could be interesting....so you HAVE to do it!

You can ask me 5 questions, anything. NO matter how personal, dirty, private or random - I have to answer them honestly. In return, you have to post this message in your own LJ and you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.

well i need to get my leg fixed the doc but the bottom half on wrong my foot is turned in. he fucked it up real bad according to all the other doctors. so my recovery period is even longer. o well cant do shit about it. and i finally read all my med reports i officially died due to lack of oxygen my lunge deflated while i was on the way there and ( Read more... )

my mom told me she might move near my ex. i said thats a bad idea and dont expect me to come see you. and to day she told me she got the place. i respect the fact my ex dose not want to have anything to do with me so i stay away from her and were she is at. what am i going to do this shit sucks.