this  thing is fucking stupid, no one ever reads this anyways.

LATEERRR

today i found out that my lupus is systemic.

i  think my lupus is acting up...
i need to make a doctor's appointment.
and buy more sunblock.

i  might be playing a show with Aubrey Debauchery this summer?

i want someone to play chess with. 

 i'm waiting to go to work.
i'm broke. i hope i can get my paycheck today.
things have been sub par lately and perhaps the blame lies on myself.
i hate it when the keys on the keyboard stick.
i also hate being broke.

weird how time flies ( Read more... )

i cannot fucking stand living in this house.
what's right about someone who can't even feel comfortable in their own space?
i don't think i've ever felt this degree of awkwardness and anxiety at the same time.
it's enough to make someone throw up.
UUGGGHHHHH

a friend of mine just died last night.

je suis triste que mon chou parte.