Words were not spoken for you
No grave marks my love for you
Broken, my heart calls for you
No-one can blame them but you
How in the world can I ever smile again?
How in the world can I live without you?
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Private (Readable to Alessa alone)*Warded**Cursed** )
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Forgive my solitude, but I have had much to think on.
......Still, it feels so much better to be myself once again.
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I have done what I can for you in your absence.
I am sorry I was unable to do more.
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Do not regret anything, darling. You can not bring back the dead, and can not protect those who refuse the protection.
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....But you have a difficult choice, now; Succumb to your own self-loathing, or rise above it and be worthy to see your child again
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... self-loathing doesn't beging to describe the way I feel.
I'm sorry...
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But....WhhhHy RaN? WhY DiD yOu CoNfRoNt HiM?
WhAt CoUlD YoU hAvE HoPeD To AcCoMpLiSh
((OOC: Hurts to sit up, still, but I'll keep replying as long as I can <=( ))
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I remember. Not everything, but...most of it.
I'm sorry for hurting you.
I should talk. With you and Alessa.
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I knew you would in time but it was torturous to wait
Pain and life are interwoven, but I do not blame you for your confusion.
I would very much like tospeak with you both....but come at your leisure, my sarpe'.
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Not everything's the same, though....not everything is going to be the same.
But I missed you....and I'm glad you still call me that.
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I am AnGrY pleased, hungry, old cold, empty, burning, destructive, in pain, joyful, crushed
Change is necessary for growth. You choose what you will....I can only hope those choices bring you closer to your fate, and to my arms again.
I have missed you as well....so very much.
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[OOC; Wendy is pleased! She missed him.]
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((OOC: Xul has been quiet since his daughter died, but he missed Wendy too =D ))
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It is a song about the loss of a child.
Very appropriatly simple in it's melody, and intended for a low end tenor.
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