I have been checking livejournal every single day since my last post, but I haven't made said a damn word myself. Well, hey. It's been a really long time, and I am missing the days where I used to always have a word to say here. I'm thinking of making a blog, posting poetry and stories and things, but we'll see. I hadn't even given a thought to ( Read more... )

I want to create
 

well, I haven't updated in a while, and that hasn't really been to the lack of anything going on, just the need for a bit of movement beyond my current state of mind and into a little more clarity: hence, recovering, I guess you could say.  I've been better, that's for certain.  It's a little difficult to dive back into school, and then to lose ( Read more... )

 time beats so slow, whoa-oh, whoa-oh.

I was first introduced to the Grand Rapids music scene sometime in the summer of 2007.  It was one of the hottest days of the summer, but there was good reason to forget about the heat.  Strangely enough, I ended finding great friendships much later on with some of these wonderful people who are two hours west on the mitten (and it turns out there ( Read more... )

Building up, breaking up, breaking down, building a train of emotions ( Read more... )

what makes you smile?

well I am quite the lunatic, didn't you know?

Colder body on harder bed
sleeps soundly through the night, sleeps
waking upon awake
mind sloping down into the steps
that move forth in the day and back
to the sheets again waiting for the passing (week)

Now I remember why I keep myself so busy. Today has been mostly something of a day that I've kept for myself, to myself. It's beyond cloudy or snowy outside, and I don't really intend to get out of the house, and it's exceptionally hard, with missing you (which I did immediately the second I was on the highway) and warmth, and nice mornings ( Read more... )