Fic: What Friends Are For 5/5
Title: What Friends Are For
Author: remuslives23
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Remus/Sirius, James/Lily, Remus/Sirius/James
Summary:James is having a sexuality crisis. Can his best friends help straighten him out?
Warnings/Author Notes: Threesome, Infidelity, M/M sexual situations, happy ending for all. lover100 prompt 008: resolutions, and potterprompts prompt 55: writer's choice: understanding. Please to be ignoring dreadful ending and unBeta'd errors.
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter characters and universe belong to JK Rowling and affiliates. No money is made from this work of fan fiction and no offense is intended. All characters are of legal age for sexual situations.
Previous Chapters
Chapter Five: Climax
Remus returned with the bottle of scotch. ‘I think we’re past worrying about cooties,’ he said when Sirius asked where the glasses were, making the other men laugh.
Sirius took the offered bottle and swallowed down a couple of slugs before before passing it to James, who took a long drink, making a face as the liquid burned its way down his throat. He opened and closed his mouth a few times, trying to alleviate the ache in his jaw. No wonder Lily gave blow jobs sparingly. They were fun, but hell on the jaw.
‘James wants to continue,’ Sirius told Remus who turned deep blue eyes towards James, studying him closely.
‘Well, we might need half an hour to recover,’ he said finally, smiling at James who smiled back, ignoring the soft crack in his jaw.
‘Speak for yourself, Sirius said, smirking at James. 'Watching you two was hot. No wonder you spied on us at school, Prongs.'
Remus chuckled. ‘Love, even you have physical limitations,’ he retorted, gazing at his boyfriend affectionately.
Sirius grinned and leaned over to kiss Remus’ shoulder, his hand sliding along Remus' hair-sprinkled thigh. ‘Why, my dear werewolf, do you constantly underestimate me?’
He pressed his lips to Remus’ neck, biting down gently, then moved his mouth to Remus' chin. James watched him plant a trail of light kisses along the curve of Remus’ jaw, Remus closing his eyes as a little sigh escaped his lips. Sirius shifted, pushing gently at Remus’ chest until he obediently fell back onto the mattress. He caught Remus' lips with his own and they kissed slowly, deeply, hands stroking knowingly over each other. James’ breath caught in his chest.
This is the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.
For the first time tonight, James felt like an intruder. The way Remus and Sirius touched, the way they kissed; it was obvious in every action how very much they loved each other. It was an overwhelmingly erotic experience, watching such passion and adoration, and James felt his cock twitch. Sirius’ mouth was travelling a slow, damp path over Remus’ throat, and Remus arched up off the bed, moaning when Sirius nipped at his skin, marking the delicate flesh.
Sirius suddenly looked up, smiling at James. ‘Feel free to join in any time,’ he murmured before he bent his head to take one of Remus' coffee-coloured nipple into his mouth.
James didn't hesitate, every trace of reluctance or self-consciousness now shed as he shuffled across the bed and lowered his head to close his lips around Remus’ other nipple. He flicked at the hardened nub with the point of his tongue, smiling to himself when Remus grunted approval.
Together, he and Sirius turned the usually reserved man beneath them into a groaning, cursing, writhing entity. As he licked a stripe along the jut of Remus' ribs, James’ hand trailed down, down, down until he could close his fingers around Remus’ cock, grinning when he let out a long, loud moan.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Sirius lean over the side of the bed, fumbling around until he returned with a wand. James looked back down at Remus, his breath hitching when he saw how his eyes had darkened, a thin circle of blue ringing the lust-blown pupils. His own breath laboured as he surged up Remus' body and kissed him hotly, his hand still fisting Remus' cock. Sirius chuckled - amused by James' complete loss of inhibitions - then James made a noise of complaint as he was roughly pushed aside.
Sirius pointed the wand at Remus’ backside and cast a common lubrication spell. He dropped the wand back onto the bed then ran a hand up Remus' thigh. Remus spread his legs wide, wantonly, eager for the touch he knew was coming. He reached for James again, snagging his wrist and pulling him back for a hurried, messy kiss.
James kept his eyes open this time, watching out of the corner of his eye as Sirius ducked down, nuzzling Remus’ sac with his cheek then taking one into his mouth. James whimpered as he watched Sirius swirl his tongue obscenely around Remus' balls then gasped as Sirius slid a hand back further between Remus' legs. Remus' body tensed and he moaned, fingers tightening around James' wrist. James tore his lips away and shifted, eyes fixed on Sirius' finger as it disappeared into Remus' arse. He couldn't stifle his groan and sat up against the pillows, stroking his cock slowly as he watched Sirius preparing his lover.
‘Fuck, Sirius,’ Remus whispered as Sirius pushed a second finger inside him then he cried out loudly, back arcing off the mattress.
'There?' Sirius murmured, a soft smile on his face as he watched Remus bucking on his fingers.
'Yessss,' hissed Remus, making a high-pitched whining noise when Sirius snapped his wrist again.
‘Keep doing that and it’ll be finished,’ Remus moaned.
Sirius grinned and shifted so he was seated between Remus' legs. ‘How are you going to fuck Prongs if you get off now?’ he said, lifting Remus' legs and pushing them back. Remus grabbed hold of his thighs and pulling his legs into his chest. James held his breath, his hand speeding up on his cock. ‘You are not allowed to come, Moony. Not if you want that virgin arse.’
Remus opened his mouth to answer, but Sirius chose that moment to push inside him with one hard thrust, and all that came out was a strangled garble.
James couldn’t breath as he watched Sirius pump lazily into Remus. Sirius looked like he was in heaven, Remus' face was rapturous, and all James could think about was how very much he wanted to feel someone all around him, someone pistoning into him. His hand moved of its own accord, stroking in perfect time with Sirius’ thrusts. Sirius' eyes shifted and he watched James fist himself, gradually slowing his thrusts. Then he grinned and stopped completely.
‘Get that wand,’ he ordered hoarsely, pulling carefully out of Remus, who let out a loud ‘Hey!’
‘Sorry, babe,’ Sirius said, kissing an indignant Remus quickly. ‘But if we want to do this properly for Prongs, we need to stop now. Your arse is just too bloody brilliant for me to hang on much longer. James is about to explode and while you can still do your part if he goes off, I want to be fucked tonight as well.’
James' surprise must have shown as he handed over the wand because Sirius grinned. ‘Oh, don’t worry,’ he said, pointing the wand at James’ arse, laughing when James grimaced as the spell worked. ‘Remus is going to pop your cherry, Prongs, but I have no intention of being left out. You, my friend, are going to fuck me until I can‘t walk.’
A tremor shuddered through James at the thought of his cock inside Sirius and the other man smiled knowingly at the look of undisguised lust on his face. ‘I see you’ve come around to the idea of fucking me,’ he teased. ’I knew you couldn’t hold out forever. Eventually, everyone wants a piece of Sirius Black's arse.'
James growled, launching himself at Sirius and knocking them both back onto the bed, lips meeting in a hard, hungry kiss. Sirius suddenly let out a startled yelp. James looked up to see Remus kneeling behind them, smirking and spinning the wand between his fingers.
'Warn a bloke before you lube his arse,' Sirius grumbled half-heartedly and Remus snorted.
‘Just hurry up, Pads,’ he demanded, a slightly feral look on his face as his eyes ran greedily over James body. ‘Or I’m starting without you.’
Sirius chuckled then gripped James chin with one hand and pulled him back down until their lips were brushing together. James felt a thousand butterflies explode into life in his stomach as he realised this was it. Excitement surged through him and he gritted his teeth as he resisted the urge to come right then and there.
Sirius tapped a finger on his cheek, drawing James' attention back to him. James kissed him and rolled his hips, groaning as his cock slid along the slick skin.
Sirius shook his head. ‘Use your fingers first to stretch me a little,’ Sirius mumbled against James’ lips, shifting a little.
James hesitated a second then shoved his hand between Sirius’ legs, finding the tightly furled entrance and, gathering his courage, slid his finger inside him.
The muscles clamped down around his digit and James groaned again at the thought of his dick buried in this warmth. ‘Fuck, you’re tight,’ he muttered and Sirius grunted, lifting his hips.
‘Hook it,’ he ordered and James did, frowning as Sirius directed him. It took several tries before he felt his finger brush spongy tissue.
‘God!’ Sirius yelped and James withdrew his finger in alarm.
‘No,’ Sirius said breathlessly, grabbing James' wrist and holding him there. ‘That is exactly where you want to be. Now, try and aim for that with your dick.’
He let James’ hand go and James wasted no time, easing two fingers inside Sirius and locating that spot again, watching in awe as Sirius clutched at the sheets, nearly sobbing in pleasure.
'Pleasepleaseplease,' Sirius whispered raggedly, sitting up and grabbing James shaft. He wrapped his legs around James' hips, pulling him closer as he tried to guide James' cock to his entrance.
James slapped his hand away and Sirius fell back, panting. ‘Don’t worry about hurting me,’ he whispered as James lined himself up and gave a tentative push. ‘I want you to fuck me, James.’
James got lost in the wave of desperate need that swept through him and he took Sirius at his word, thrusting hard, impaling Sirius’ body roughly.
‘Oh, shit, yes!’ Sirius moaned, raising his hips to meet James' deep plunge. 'Do that again.'
James withdrew and thrust again, breathless from the feel of the other man's body. Sirius was tight - so fucking tight it was almost too much to take - and hot. Burning hot and so fucking glorious that James just wanted to let go. He slammed into the willing body underneath him, groaning in pure unadulterated pleasure as, for the first time ever, he let go of all reservation and control and just blindly fucked, knowing that, just this once, it was alright to be selfish and rough and uninhibited.
Sirius swore copiously, his nails raking down James' back. Then he was clutching at James' arse, prising his buttocks apart. James felt a hand on his lower back and realised that Sirius was exposing him for Remus, who had shifted to kneel behind him.
That hand moved and a finger trailed along the crack of his buttocks. James started slightly when a finger circled his revealed pucker then slid easily inside him easily thanks to the lubricating spell. He groaned at the sensation... why did it feel so much better than his own fingers? He slowed his thrusts, now rocking his cock into Sirius' arse, groaning when Remus worked another finger into him and fucked his arse with the same slow, rolling pace.
A fingertip hit something inside him, something that... holy shit...made him see stars and grind his arse back against the probing, stretching digits. Remus chuckled in James' ear, his chest pressed against his back, and Sirius grinned.
'You ain't seen nothing yet,' Sirius said hoarsely, tilting his hips in a silent plea for James to get on with it. 'Moony is a fucking genius with his cock.'
James let out a laugh that sounded more like a sob as Remus' finger thrummed against that spot. Pleasure soared through him and he knew that all these new sensations - Sirius' tight, hot body, Remus' fingers stretching and filling him - were sending him into overload, that he wouldn’t last much longer and he desperately wanted Remus inside him when he came.
‘Remus,’ he moaned, his voice harsh and almost unrecognisable. ‘Stop mucking around and fuck me now.’
Remus made a growling noise in his throat then, with one last twist that made James' vision blur, he withdrew his fingers. ‘Don’t forget you asked for it,’ he muttered, gripping James' hips bruisingly.
James barely had time to draw a breath before he felt the blunt head of Remus' cock at his opening then pain seared through him as Remus carefully pushed past the tight ring of muscle.
‘Shit!’ James cried out, his body tensing. Sirius was right: it hurt like a son of a bitch.
‘Just relax,’ Remus mumbled, voice and body trembling as he tried his very best to hang on to some semblance of self control. He ran a hand soothingly along James' spine. ‘Gods, James, you are so fucking tight already--you have to relax or this is going to really hurt.’
James bit his lip, staring unseeingly down at Sirius' concerned face. ‘Fuck me,’ Sirius whispered, grasping James' face and making him focus on him. ‘Move. It’ll distract you and you can control how much of his cock you take.’
James nodded shakily and leaned down to kiss Sirius, thrusting gently into him with his now half-hard cock and feeling Remus sliding inside him. As James withdrew, Remus' cock pushed deeper into him and this time, the movement didn’t hurt; just a slight burn which, strangely, added to his arousal rather than distracted him. He thrust again and again, repeating the motion until he was fucking a groaning Sirius with abandon and Remus' cock was filling him entirely with each shove back.
It wasn’t enough.
‘R… Remus,’ James begged and he sighed in relief when Remus seemed to know exactly what he needed. He flexed his hips as James slammed into Sirius.
‘Yes!’ cried James, as the long, thick cock inside him hit that same bundle of nerves Remus' fingers had been teasing. ‘Gods!’
Five or six thrusts later, and it was all too much. Tight heat all around his dick, his arse full of hot cock and Remus hitting whatever the hell that was that was making his eyes roll back in his head. James exploded, flashes of white bursting behind his tightly closed eyes as he came inside Sirius' arse with a strangled scream.
His orgasm sent a spasm through his body and through his blinding pleasure, he felt his body clamping down around Remus. The other man cursed loudly and repeatedly, and James felt a rush of heat, and he realised Remus had come inside him.
James opened his eyes, watching Sirius' face he stroked his shaft furiously. James propped himself up on one shaking arm and wrapped his hand around Sirius'. Sirius' face showed his gratitude then, in just three longs pulls, it dissolved into an expression of pure, carnal want. Sirius cried out, arching up as he came in several long bursts.
Remus leaned heavily on James' back. James' trembling arms could no longer hold him up and he collapsed onto Sirius, who swore violently as the combined weight of the two men landed on him.
‘Sorry,’ Remus groaned, rolling off James, who whimpered a little, and falling onto the mattress. ‘Merlin!’
James felt his cock slide out of Sirius’ body with a squelch and he moved to lie face down on the other side of Sirius, trembling as the aftershocks of his orgasm tapered off. There were long moments where the only sound was the men's ragged breathing then...
‘Prongs?’ he heard Remus ask softly and he turned his head to see his friends looking at him in concern.
He grinned at them and said hoarsely, ‘That was fucking amazing!’
Two weeks later
‘Oops, sorry. Did I interrupt something?’
‘Wouldn’t be the first time. You may as well come in now -- Remus has this weird thing about not shagging while we have a guest…’
‘It’s called common courtesy, Padfoot. You don’t shag while you have a visitor unless you invite said visitor to join in. Hi, Prongs.’
‘Hmm, do you want to join in, James?’
James smiled at the half-naked, dishevelled couple. ‘Thanks for the offer, but once was enough. My arse will never be the same.’
‘You were the one screaming ‘fuck me now’,’ Remus muttered, hitting James lightly on the arm.
Sirius led them through to the living area, calling over his shoulder, ‘So why are you interrupting what was promising to be a fine blow job?’
James waited until both men were seated then announced, ‘I asked Lily to marry me.’
He beamed at them, then frowned when they stared at him, expectant and wary, before he realised what was wrong.
He laughed. ‘And she said yes.’
There it was. Remus and Sirius grinned and both jumped up, hugging him and offering their best wishes. Sirius bounced off to the kitchen to find some kind of celebratory drink while James and Remus sat back down.
‘So, I’m guessing that you’ve sorted out any… confusion you might have been feeling,’ Remus said, still smiling.
James chuckled and nodded as Sirius came back with a bottle of white wine. ‘Yeah,’ he murmured. ‘I have.'
Sirius snorted in amusement, trying to uncork the bottle. Remus took it off him, rolling his eyes, and as he opened it, he asked, ‘So it was just curiosity?’
‘I think so,’ James said with a shrug. ‘I know that I feel more settled and confident than I have in a long time. No more urges to sleep with men.’
He watched Remus pour the wine into glasses and continued, a little nervous about the revelations he'd had over the last couple of weeks. ‘It was only ever you two in my fantasy,’ he told them quietly. ‘I think I was a little jealous of what you have together and wanted to be part of it for a while. I really enjoyed what we did…’
Again, Sirius let out a barking laugh and James chuckled before he added, ‘But I have no desire for a repeat performance. I... had a talk with Lily...' At their wide, disbelieving gazes, he chuckled. 'She actually asked me about it. Said I'd been odd ever since our 'boy's night' and asked if that meant I'd finally worked out my feelings for you two.'
He shook his head in wonder. 'She's bloody amazing. She said that, while she wished I'd told her what we were doing before it happened, she knew this wasn't about her and me, that it was something I had to work out for myself and I have. She knows it won't happen again and she said I seem... happier now. More content.'
‘So, a good result?’ Remus asked cautiously, handing James and Sirius a glass of sparkling liquid. ‘You fulfilled your fantasy and now you get to spend the rest of your life with the woman you love. And everything is really alright?'
James grinned. ‘Yeah, I’m a lucky guy.’ He laughed as he recalled Lily's final comment before they fell into bed for some spectacular make-up sex. 'She reckons it's only fair if she has a go at you both as well...'
Remus' eyes widened, but Sirius laughed, slapping his thigh. 'Well, I'd be happy to oblige...'
'No, you bloody wouldn't,' Remus snapped, making Sirius laugh harder. 'Tell Lily I'm sorry but as beautiful as she is, she does nothing for me. And this one isn't going near her if I can't.'
‘Spoilsport,' Sirius teased, then quickly sobered when Remus narrowed his eyes dangerously. 'Alright, alright. Er, how about a speech?’
He stood up and holding his glass high. Remus sighed, but stood as well, James copying them. ‘To Prongs and Lily,' Sirius said brightly. 'I always wondered what she saw in you and now I know. You’re a fucking good shag! Cheers!’
James laughed and Remus shook his head in despair at his partner’s bluntness. ‘Congratulations, James,’ Remus added and all three lifted their glass to their mouths.
James sat back, watching as Sirius threw himself down on Remus’ lap, nuzzling his neck and making Remus laugh. He didn’t feel any of the envy or loneliness that he used to feel when he watched them together and he smiled. The four of them - he, Sirius, Remus and Pete - had always been so close, but the relationship between his friends had thrown him. He just wanted to share in what they had... to know he was welcome and still a part of them. Now he knew he would always share that night with them and he was content. He knew who he was and was sure of what he wanted to be.
Lily Evans' husband.
‘Hey, I don’t think I ever thanked you blokes for what you did for me,’ he said suddenly, making them both look over at him.
Sirius grinned and shrugged from his perch on Remus' lap. ‘That’s what friends are for, isn’t it?’
Fin.
Author: remuslives23
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Remus/Sirius, James/Lily, Remus/Sirius/James
Summary:James is having a sexuality crisis. Can his best friends help straighten him out?
Warnings/Author Notes: Threesome, Infidelity, M/M sexual situations, happy ending for all. lover100 prompt 008: resolutions, and potterprompts prompt 55: writer's choice: understanding. Please to be ignoring dreadful ending and unBeta'd errors.
Disclaimer: The Harry Potter characters and universe belong to JK Rowling and affiliates. No money is made from this work of fan fiction and no offense is intended. All characters are of legal age for sexual situations.
Previous Chapters
Chapter Five: Climax
Remus returned with the bottle of scotch. ‘I think we’re past worrying about cooties,’ he said when Sirius asked where the glasses were, making the other men laugh.
Sirius took the offered bottle and swallowed down a couple of slugs before before passing it to James, who took a long drink, making a face as the liquid burned its way down his throat. He opened and closed his mouth a few times, trying to alleviate the ache in his jaw. No wonder Lily gave blow jobs sparingly. They were fun, but hell on the jaw.
‘James wants to continue,’ Sirius told Remus who turned deep blue eyes towards James, studying him closely.
‘Well, we might need half an hour to recover,’ he said finally, smiling at James who smiled back, ignoring the soft crack in his jaw.
‘Speak for yourself, Sirius said, smirking at James. 'Watching you two was hot. No wonder you spied on us at school, Prongs.'
Remus chuckled. ‘Love, even you have physical limitations,’ he retorted, gazing at his boyfriend affectionately.
Sirius grinned and leaned over to kiss Remus’ shoulder, his hand sliding along Remus' hair-sprinkled thigh. ‘Why, my dear werewolf, do you constantly underestimate me?’
He pressed his lips to Remus’ neck, biting down gently, then moved his mouth to Remus' chin. James watched him plant a trail of light kisses along the curve of Remus’ jaw, Remus closing his eyes as a little sigh escaped his lips. Sirius shifted, pushing gently at Remus’ chest until he obediently fell back onto the mattress. He caught Remus' lips with his own and they kissed slowly, deeply, hands stroking knowingly over each other. James’ breath caught in his chest.
This is the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.
For the first time tonight, James felt like an intruder. The way Remus and Sirius touched, the way they kissed; it was obvious in every action how very much they loved each other. It was an overwhelmingly erotic experience, watching such passion and adoration, and James felt his cock twitch. Sirius’ mouth was travelling a slow, damp path over Remus’ throat, and Remus arched up off the bed, moaning when Sirius nipped at his skin, marking the delicate flesh.
Sirius suddenly looked up, smiling at James. ‘Feel free to join in any time,’ he murmured before he bent his head to take one of Remus' coffee-coloured nipple into his mouth.
James didn't hesitate, every trace of reluctance or self-consciousness now shed as he shuffled across the bed and lowered his head to close his lips around Remus’ other nipple. He flicked at the hardened nub with the point of his tongue, smiling to himself when Remus grunted approval.
Together, he and Sirius turned the usually reserved man beneath them into a groaning, cursing, writhing entity. As he licked a stripe along the jut of Remus' ribs, James’ hand trailed down, down, down until he could close his fingers around Remus’ cock, grinning when he let out a long, loud moan.
Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Sirius lean over the side of the bed, fumbling around until he returned with a wand. James looked back down at Remus, his breath hitching when he saw how his eyes had darkened, a thin circle of blue ringing the lust-blown pupils. His own breath laboured as he surged up Remus' body and kissed him hotly, his hand still fisting Remus' cock. Sirius chuckled - amused by James' complete loss of inhibitions - then James made a noise of complaint as he was roughly pushed aside.
Sirius pointed the wand at Remus’ backside and cast a common lubrication spell. He dropped the wand back onto the bed then ran a hand up Remus' thigh. Remus spread his legs wide, wantonly, eager for the touch he knew was coming. He reached for James again, snagging his wrist and pulling him back for a hurried, messy kiss.
James kept his eyes open this time, watching out of the corner of his eye as Sirius ducked down, nuzzling Remus’ sac with his cheek then taking one into his mouth. James whimpered as he watched Sirius swirl his tongue obscenely around Remus' balls then gasped as Sirius slid a hand back further between Remus' legs. Remus' body tensed and he moaned, fingers tightening around James' wrist. James tore his lips away and shifted, eyes fixed on Sirius' finger as it disappeared into Remus' arse. He couldn't stifle his groan and sat up against the pillows, stroking his cock slowly as he watched Sirius preparing his lover.
‘Fuck, Sirius,’ Remus whispered as Sirius pushed a second finger inside him then he cried out loudly, back arcing off the mattress.
'There?' Sirius murmured, a soft smile on his face as he watched Remus bucking on his fingers.
'Yessss,' hissed Remus, making a high-pitched whining noise when Sirius snapped his wrist again.
‘Keep doing that and it’ll be finished,’ Remus moaned.
Sirius grinned and shifted so he was seated between Remus' legs. ‘How are you going to fuck Prongs if you get off now?’ he said, lifting Remus' legs and pushing them back. Remus grabbed hold of his thighs and pulling his legs into his chest. James held his breath, his hand speeding up on his cock. ‘You are not allowed to come, Moony. Not if you want that virgin arse.’
Remus opened his mouth to answer, but Sirius chose that moment to push inside him with one hard thrust, and all that came out was a strangled garble.
James couldn’t breath as he watched Sirius pump lazily into Remus. Sirius looked like he was in heaven, Remus' face was rapturous, and all James could think about was how very much he wanted to feel someone all around him, someone pistoning into him. His hand moved of its own accord, stroking in perfect time with Sirius’ thrusts. Sirius' eyes shifted and he watched James fist himself, gradually slowing his thrusts. Then he grinned and stopped completely.
‘Get that wand,’ he ordered hoarsely, pulling carefully out of Remus, who let out a loud ‘Hey!’
‘Sorry, babe,’ Sirius said, kissing an indignant Remus quickly. ‘But if we want to do this properly for Prongs, we need to stop now. Your arse is just too bloody brilliant for me to hang on much longer. James is about to explode and while you can still do your part if he goes off, I want to be fucked tonight as well.’
James' surprise must have shown as he handed over the wand because Sirius grinned. ‘Oh, don’t worry,’ he said, pointing the wand at James’ arse, laughing when James grimaced as the spell worked. ‘Remus is going to pop your cherry, Prongs, but I have no intention of being left out. You, my friend, are going to fuck me until I can‘t walk.’
A tremor shuddered through James at the thought of his cock inside Sirius and the other man smiled knowingly at the look of undisguised lust on his face. ‘I see you’ve come around to the idea of fucking me,’ he teased. ’I knew you couldn’t hold out forever. Eventually, everyone wants a piece of Sirius Black's arse.'
James growled, launching himself at Sirius and knocking them both back onto the bed, lips meeting in a hard, hungry kiss. Sirius suddenly let out a startled yelp. James looked up to see Remus kneeling behind them, smirking and spinning the wand between his fingers.
'Warn a bloke before you lube his arse,' Sirius grumbled half-heartedly and Remus snorted.
‘Just hurry up, Pads,’ he demanded, a slightly feral look on his face as his eyes ran greedily over James body. ‘Or I’m starting without you.’
Sirius chuckled then gripped James chin with one hand and pulled him back down until their lips were brushing together. James felt a thousand butterflies explode into life in his stomach as he realised this was it. Excitement surged through him and he gritted his teeth as he resisted the urge to come right then and there.
Sirius tapped a finger on his cheek, drawing James' attention back to him. James kissed him and rolled his hips, groaning as his cock slid along the slick skin.
Sirius shook his head. ‘Use your fingers first to stretch me a little,’ Sirius mumbled against James’ lips, shifting a little.
James hesitated a second then shoved his hand between Sirius’ legs, finding the tightly furled entrance and, gathering his courage, slid his finger inside him.
The muscles clamped down around his digit and James groaned again at the thought of his dick buried in this warmth. ‘Fuck, you’re tight,’ he muttered and Sirius grunted, lifting his hips.
‘Hook it,’ he ordered and James did, frowning as Sirius directed him. It took several tries before he felt his finger brush spongy tissue.
‘God!’ Sirius yelped and James withdrew his finger in alarm.
‘No,’ Sirius said breathlessly, grabbing James' wrist and holding him there. ‘That is exactly where you want to be. Now, try and aim for that with your dick.’
He let James’ hand go and James wasted no time, easing two fingers inside Sirius and locating that spot again, watching in awe as Sirius clutched at the sheets, nearly sobbing in pleasure.
'Pleasepleaseplease,' Sirius whispered raggedly, sitting up and grabbing James shaft. He wrapped his legs around James' hips, pulling him closer as he tried to guide James' cock to his entrance.
James slapped his hand away and Sirius fell back, panting. ‘Don’t worry about hurting me,’ he whispered as James lined himself up and gave a tentative push. ‘I want you to fuck me, James.’
James got lost in the wave of desperate need that swept through him and he took Sirius at his word, thrusting hard, impaling Sirius’ body roughly.
‘Oh, shit, yes!’ Sirius moaned, raising his hips to meet James' deep plunge. 'Do that again.'
James withdrew and thrust again, breathless from the feel of the other man's body. Sirius was tight - so fucking tight it was almost too much to take - and hot. Burning hot and so fucking glorious that James just wanted to let go. He slammed into the willing body underneath him, groaning in pure unadulterated pleasure as, for the first time ever, he let go of all reservation and control and just blindly fucked, knowing that, just this once, it was alright to be selfish and rough and uninhibited.
Sirius swore copiously, his nails raking down James' back. Then he was clutching at James' arse, prising his buttocks apart. James felt a hand on his lower back and realised that Sirius was exposing him for Remus, who had shifted to kneel behind him.
That hand moved and a finger trailed along the crack of his buttocks. James started slightly when a finger circled his revealed pucker then slid easily inside him easily thanks to the lubricating spell. He groaned at the sensation... why did it feel so much better than his own fingers? He slowed his thrusts, now rocking his cock into Sirius' arse, groaning when Remus worked another finger into him and fucked his arse with the same slow, rolling pace.
A fingertip hit something inside him, something that... holy shit...made him see stars and grind his arse back against the probing, stretching digits. Remus chuckled in James' ear, his chest pressed against his back, and Sirius grinned.
'You ain't seen nothing yet,' Sirius said hoarsely, tilting his hips in a silent plea for James to get on with it. 'Moony is a fucking genius with his cock.'
James let out a laugh that sounded more like a sob as Remus' finger thrummed against that spot. Pleasure soared through him and he knew that all these new sensations - Sirius' tight, hot body, Remus' fingers stretching and filling him - were sending him into overload, that he wouldn’t last much longer and he desperately wanted Remus inside him when he came.
‘Remus,’ he moaned, his voice harsh and almost unrecognisable. ‘Stop mucking around and fuck me now.’
Remus made a growling noise in his throat then, with one last twist that made James' vision blur, he withdrew his fingers. ‘Don’t forget you asked for it,’ he muttered, gripping James' hips bruisingly.
James barely had time to draw a breath before he felt the blunt head of Remus' cock at his opening then pain seared through him as Remus carefully pushed past the tight ring of muscle.
‘Shit!’ James cried out, his body tensing. Sirius was right: it hurt like a son of a bitch.
‘Just relax,’ Remus mumbled, voice and body trembling as he tried his very best to hang on to some semblance of self control. He ran a hand soothingly along James' spine. ‘Gods, James, you are so fucking tight already--you have to relax or this is going to really hurt.’
James bit his lip, staring unseeingly down at Sirius' concerned face. ‘Fuck me,’ Sirius whispered, grasping James' face and making him focus on him. ‘Move. It’ll distract you and you can control how much of his cock you take.’
James nodded shakily and leaned down to kiss Sirius, thrusting gently into him with his now half-hard cock and feeling Remus sliding inside him. As James withdrew, Remus' cock pushed deeper into him and this time, the movement didn’t hurt; just a slight burn which, strangely, added to his arousal rather than distracted him. He thrust again and again, repeating the motion until he was fucking a groaning Sirius with abandon and Remus' cock was filling him entirely with each shove back.
It wasn’t enough.
‘R… Remus,’ James begged and he sighed in relief when Remus seemed to know exactly what he needed. He flexed his hips as James slammed into Sirius.
‘Yes!’ cried James, as the long, thick cock inside him hit that same bundle of nerves Remus' fingers had been teasing. ‘Gods!’
Five or six thrusts later, and it was all too much. Tight heat all around his dick, his arse full of hot cock and Remus hitting whatever the hell that was that was making his eyes roll back in his head. James exploded, flashes of white bursting behind his tightly closed eyes as he came inside Sirius' arse with a strangled scream.
His orgasm sent a spasm through his body and through his blinding pleasure, he felt his body clamping down around Remus. The other man cursed loudly and repeatedly, and James felt a rush of heat, and he realised Remus had come inside him.
James opened his eyes, watching Sirius' face he stroked his shaft furiously. James propped himself up on one shaking arm and wrapped his hand around Sirius'. Sirius' face showed his gratitude then, in just three longs pulls, it dissolved into an expression of pure, carnal want. Sirius cried out, arching up as he came in several long bursts.
Remus leaned heavily on James' back. James' trembling arms could no longer hold him up and he collapsed onto Sirius, who swore violently as the combined weight of the two men landed on him.
‘Sorry,’ Remus groaned, rolling off James, who whimpered a little, and falling onto the mattress. ‘Merlin!’
James felt his cock slide out of Sirius’ body with a squelch and he moved to lie face down on the other side of Sirius, trembling as the aftershocks of his orgasm tapered off. There were long moments where the only sound was the men's ragged breathing then...
‘Prongs?’ he heard Remus ask softly and he turned his head to see his friends looking at him in concern.
He grinned at them and said hoarsely, ‘That was fucking amazing!’
Two weeks later
‘Oops, sorry. Did I interrupt something?’
‘Wouldn’t be the first time. You may as well come in now -- Remus has this weird thing about not shagging while we have a guest…’
‘It’s called common courtesy, Padfoot. You don’t shag while you have a visitor unless you invite said visitor to join in. Hi, Prongs.’
‘Hmm, do you want to join in, James?’
James smiled at the half-naked, dishevelled couple. ‘Thanks for the offer, but once was enough. My arse will never be the same.’
‘You were the one screaming ‘fuck me now’,’ Remus muttered, hitting James lightly on the arm.
Sirius led them through to the living area, calling over his shoulder, ‘So why are you interrupting what was promising to be a fine blow job?’
James waited until both men were seated then announced, ‘I asked Lily to marry me.’
He beamed at them, then frowned when they stared at him, expectant and wary, before he realised what was wrong.
He laughed. ‘And she said yes.’
There it was. Remus and Sirius grinned and both jumped up, hugging him and offering their best wishes. Sirius bounced off to the kitchen to find some kind of celebratory drink while James and Remus sat back down.
‘So, I’m guessing that you’ve sorted out any… confusion you might have been feeling,’ Remus said, still smiling.
James chuckled and nodded as Sirius came back with a bottle of white wine. ‘Yeah,’ he murmured. ‘I have.'
Sirius snorted in amusement, trying to uncork the bottle. Remus took it off him, rolling his eyes, and as he opened it, he asked, ‘So it was just curiosity?’
‘I think so,’ James said with a shrug. ‘I know that I feel more settled and confident than I have in a long time. No more urges to sleep with men.’
He watched Remus pour the wine into glasses and continued, a little nervous about the revelations he'd had over the last couple of weeks. ‘It was only ever you two in my fantasy,’ he told them quietly. ‘I think I was a little jealous of what you have together and wanted to be part of it for a while. I really enjoyed what we did…’
Again, Sirius let out a barking laugh and James chuckled before he added, ‘But I have no desire for a repeat performance. I... had a talk with Lily...' At their wide, disbelieving gazes, he chuckled. 'She actually asked me about it. Said I'd been odd ever since our 'boy's night' and asked if that meant I'd finally worked out my feelings for you two.'
He shook his head in wonder. 'She's bloody amazing. She said that, while she wished I'd told her what we were doing before it happened, she knew this wasn't about her and me, that it was something I had to work out for myself and I have. She knows it won't happen again and she said I seem... happier now. More content.'
‘So, a good result?’ Remus asked cautiously, handing James and Sirius a glass of sparkling liquid. ‘You fulfilled your fantasy and now you get to spend the rest of your life with the woman you love. And everything is really alright?'
James grinned. ‘Yeah, I’m a lucky guy.’ He laughed as he recalled Lily's final comment before they fell into bed for some spectacular make-up sex. 'She reckons it's only fair if she has a go at you both as well...'
Remus' eyes widened, but Sirius laughed, slapping his thigh. 'Well, I'd be happy to oblige...'
'No, you bloody wouldn't,' Remus snapped, making Sirius laugh harder. 'Tell Lily I'm sorry but as beautiful as she is, she does nothing for me. And this one isn't going near her if I can't.'
‘Spoilsport,' Sirius teased, then quickly sobered when Remus narrowed his eyes dangerously. 'Alright, alright. Er, how about a speech?’
He stood up and holding his glass high. Remus sighed, but stood as well, James copying them. ‘To Prongs and Lily,' Sirius said brightly. 'I always wondered what she saw in you and now I know. You’re a fucking good shag! Cheers!’
James laughed and Remus shook his head in despair at his partner’s bluntness. ‘Congratulations, James,’ Remus added and all three lifted their glass to their mouths.
James sat back, watching as Sirius threw himself down on Remus’ lap, nuzzling his neck and making Remus laugh. He didn’t feel any of the envy or loneliness that he used to feel when he watched them together and he smiled. The four of them - he, Sirius, Remus and Pete - had always been so close, but the relationship between his friends had thrown him. He just wanted to share in what they had... to know he was welcome and still a part of them. Now he knew he would always share that night with them and he was content. He knew who he was and was sure of what he wanted to be.
Lily Evans' husband.
‘Hey, I don’t think I ever thanked you blokes for what you did for me,’ he said suddenly, making them both look over at him.
Sirius grinned and shrugged from his perch on Remus' lap. ‘That’s what friends are for, isn’t it?’
Fin.