Why are words so theraputic? This is the first thought that enters my mind as I try and slow my mind's racing. So many things to ponder, so many things left to linger. My heart is overwhelmed with joy, yet simultaneously hurting ( Read more... )

Of-Old: "The Bible says that God is a jealous God. I know this to be true. He is jealous of my time, my desires, anything my heart lives for besides Him. He has been faithful and true to give me the desires of my heart, now He is calling me to leave all that behind. He asks, "Is your heart right before me?" Is it? Oh God, I want it to be. Take all ( Read more... )

So, I am traveling back to America today after half a year in the Philippines. My stomach hurts sooo bad! I feel so sick. Its nerves. I am a little nervous about flying. I keep telling my brain, "No, you aren't", but it seems to have a differing opinion. This stinks. I just wish I could teleport back to the US. I don't know if I could bring all my ( Read more... )

December 4, 2007 ( Read more... )

I just witnessed a miracle. Lets just say it is a miracly surviving a rolling car accident in a jeepney in a third world country. God has his hands upon this ministry here.

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Person who models the abstract and later specific behavior of individuals
trying to make a claim on certain media,i.e. literature, art, books, poetry, movies. A trend will then arise of "packaging", at which point, genres will mix into socially acceptable grab bags of media and somehow spawn a fashion, normally causing these disillusioned ( Read more... )

So, I am scared of my shower. I was scared of the church showers because of giant spiders, and now my own because of a giant frog! Its a long story but all I can say is, I live in a tropical third world country! My roomate was wondering why the water wasn't draining, so she took the cover off the drain, cause it might be hair or something....then ( Read more... )

Oh, how I hate and love that word all at the same time. God has been teaching, or sometimes it feels more like torture the meaning and actions that go along with Perseverance. Anthony and I had a really long talk last night. He said that he had ben praying for me alot, and had a lot of things to say that I really needed to hear. Its amazing the ( Read more... )

I see you so clearly sometimes I really beleive that I can touch you
I reach out
My fingers shake but the air is light,... welcoming
My eyes are closed perhaps for the moment, or because they must be
Breathing comes like I might never be able to breathe again
I'm not sure what this is
Is it a feeling?
It is an emotion?
Or is this just how its supposed to ( Read more... )