I think you are suffering from the "i'm not a student, now I'm an adult" blues. You have a job. You HAVE to go to it to get money. You don't have a choice in the matter, really. Therefore, you don't want to go.
It happens. You should try to stop focusing on how much you don't want to go and think of something to look forward to during the day. When I was working at the AG's and reading trust documents ALL DAY LONG, I would look forward to lunch (which meant COOKIES!), and then my break (which meant COOKIES!) and then going home (which meant DINNER!). See how that works? Find something to be excited about and then reward yourself with it. Maybe it will make the day a little more bearable;)
Sometimes I will freak out all of a sudden: "oh God, I'm an adult, i don't get a spring break or snow days any more" and then i remember that i make money and support myself and am my own person molded by my memories of times gone by and it calms me a little. Just remember the good times and remember how incredible it really is that you attended college, got a great education (met some fantastic people, especially that one second soprano ;)) and remember that nothing is perminant, maybe God is telling you that maybe it's not the right place for you. Just follow your gut, it won't steer you wrong! :)
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It happens. You should try to stop focusing on how much you don't want to go and think of something to look forward to during the day. When I was working at the AG's and reading trust documents ALL DAY LONG, I would look forward to lunch (which meant COOKIES!), and then my break (which meant COOKIES!) and then going home (which meant DINNER!). See how that works? Find something to be excited about and then reward yourself with it. Maybe it will make the day a little more bearable;)
I hope this helps! Love you!
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okay, i'm done now
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