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Neil put all of the baby furniture together this weekend. At my insistence. I'm starting to get all nesting-like, and would have done it myself, but he's been really over-protective of my lifting anything at all. It's making me all soft and out of shape, and it's frustrating, but that' just the sort of guy he is, I guess. Things'll be back to ( Read more... ) -
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Haven't updated here in a while, but I'm feeling bored, so why not ( Read more... ) -
Complaining
So, I am a horrible mom-to-be. I feel like I should be full of loving, tender feelings for this little speck of a bek growing in me, but I can't help but just focus all my energy (the little I have) into being frustrated at the fact that a parasite is sapping my will to live. Ok, maybe that's taking it to a little bit of an extreme, but this has ( Read more... ) -
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My brother Matt proposed to his girlfriend of many years yesterday!!
And she said yes!!
I am so very happy for them.
And feeling so very old!
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i don't know why i'm having such a hard time with this. i can tell there's the depression creeping back from the sudden loss of the hormones that were keeping me going, and i'm combatting that ok. i'm just so sad that we could have had a little one, and suddenly that hope just vanished. i can't sleep. when i try, i see when we entered the er, ( Read more... ) -
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We miscarried today. I can't stop crying. I know it was bad timing and everything, but i was really starting to get attached to the idea of being pregnant, and talking to the little one. And poof....there it goes...our little spot, flushed away like a dead goldfish ( Read more... ) -
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so i haven't updated in a while. mostly because i'm way too busy. i haven't been social or keeping in touch like i should because i just always feel deadlines looming over me. i cannot wait until graduation. though i could also use a lot more time to get things wrapped up. i've been working at my internship, stepping things up, and spending my ( Read more... ) -
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we have had the heat turned all the way up 80 degrees since yesterday evening when we got home and found the house down to 57 degrees. We woke up this morning to find all that effort raised the temperature inside to 59 degrees ( Read more... ) -
can't sleep. clown'll eat me
I can't sleep at nighttime. I have had this problem for some time now. Even on days when I don't nap to counteract the sleepless nights, I can't fall asleep at a decent time. It's 11:30 and I am wide awake. I don't know why my body won't sleep. I think I was designed to be nocturnal. I can nap during the day no problem. I lie down, and I'm ( Read more... ) -
2008
2008, as remembered by my livejournal. i didn't post much, so this is hard to do this year. my first monthly entry often wasn't until mid month. but oh well. let's see what i bothered to communicate....( 2008 in 12 sentences or less )