I wrote this list in November, but I got pulled into many different directions with the holidays, so I am reposting the list.

1. Work on my Tarot Notebooks (I want to research Tarot card combination and write them down so I can stop borrowing so many library books.)
2. Give myself a few more Tarot Readings (I also seem to push off the readings lately, ( Read more... )

I do not drive, I have had a fear of driving and when I finally tried to face my fears, I failed the eye exam only to find out my glasses were fine, but eyes cannot focus on mirrors. So I don't drive, and I use public transportation to get around.

As I have mentioned in previous blogs the county destroyer, I mean commissioner is cutting eight out ( Read more... )

Well for that last week or so I have had a horrible head cold: you know the nose either runny or stuffy, the damned cough that always make you hack in public places, and the pressure in the head and chest from the horrible congestion.

Normally I can live with a cold: I eat chicken soup, and I drink orange juice and with some sleep I can kill it in ( Read more... )

Overwhelming Poetic Rant

Rebekah © January 2010

Dancing thought
Twirling in my pounding head
Taking to many pills
Just to numb the pain
Pain pulling away all focus
Store brand Tylenol
Only gives me hours of limited focus . . .

I want to feel 100 percent again
I want my teeth to stop chipping
I brush them at least twice a day
And yet they still always find ( Read more... )

In 2010...

1. Will you be looking for a new job?
I want a job in writing . . . I will be  continuing to help my mom and uncle find jobs.

2. Will you be looking for a new relationship?
No, I am enjoying myself with Tom. I hope he is enjoying himself as well. . . we have been writing, pianting and cooking together.

3. New house?
I'm not sure what 2010 ( Read more... )

It is currently 9:49 in the morning, and I should have been asleep hours ago. However I have tried to sleep three times and I cannot turn my mind off enough just to relax allow my exhausted body just escape this horribly rushed reality and just dream, energize and sleep. My head is throbbing, my eyes are blurred, and I feel like I have not ( Read more... )

I have been thinking a lot lately . . . and I have questions

1. Why is it when I want to take a bath or type my story, I always get instantly tired? What is exactly holding me back?
2. Why is it every winter I feel like crap?
3. Why is it when I watch the snow I only feel sad and isolated?
4. Why can't I just be excited about my birthday (13th) and the ( Read more... )

I challenged every to write somethings they were grateful so here is my list.
http://rebekah1213.livejournal.com/76392.html

50 Things I am grateful for

1. My grandma Pat is resting in peace and not suffering
2. My mom is handling things really well
3. My father bought my mom a turkey for thanksgiving
4. My father and step-mother are working things out
5. My ( Read more... )

I finally got my flash drive back, (thank you, mom ( Read more... )

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