My father and step-mother went to couples-counseling on Tuesday; I guess this is not the first time they have gone. The counselor/therapist told my father that he has an anger management problems. . . thank god someone has finally seen this. Now maybe my father can get some real help. (However I know first part of having a problem is admitting ( Read more... )

I have been visiting my mom over the last few days as I realized that the chances of my mom getting a job and keeping the house are very slim. I can see my mom having  a job, but she will also have to paid the entire mortage, my grandmother medical bills, and any other bills my grandmother owed. It just hit me that the time I have over my mom's ( Read more... )

I wrote a poem about my brother and all of the things going on with him. . .

The Mind of My Brother

Rebekah © 4/22/10

Upside down

Chaotic

Changed

Hidden Blessings

Stress

Plastered worries

Nothing is the same

Heart was broken

Lunged needed be cleaned

Breathing was slow

Too much to see

Scared and alone

Overwhelmed

Wants to go home

Leg taken off

All of this ( Read more... )

I am sitting here sick with a horrible head cold and exhausted.

I just wanted to give everyone a small update.

Friday Tom and I went to his father's funeral. His father had died on Monday after they had to pull the plug last Friday.

I was able to go as the person I have been baby-sitting for called off on Friday, because she was sore from putting in ( Read more... )

Okay, first of all. . .  the kittens died in the summer, my mom's cat died in August, Tom's Grandma died in October, my grandma Pat died in November, and my brother's cat died in February. . . when will death stop stalking me. . . grrr.

I have more news to add to that Tom (my boyfriend) got an message from his brother yesterday telling him to call ( Read more... )

I did a monthly Tarot reading for March 2010. . . I will explain week one.  I use the Quest Deck, and it's a complicated deck, but it is very accurate.
March 1, 2010 (10 of Swords--Ruin, sickness, setback) Well, first of all we took two of the most pickest people out to eat and they completely dissed the restaurant that Tom and I go to at least once ( Read more... )

A lot has happened this past week . . . .

First of all, my brother's cat Dirty-Dog (Dirty for short) got hit by a car this week and died. My brother is putting his misery into alcohol, which is what he does for everything these days. (It worries me, but I am not there 24/7 to do something and even if I did something I am not sure what it would do ( Read more... )

I just wrote a quick overview of the weekend and I am going to extend on certain issues on this weekend's blog:
http://rebekah1213.livejournal.com/90260.h tml and this issue is Depressing Stress.

First of all, I feel that there is tension, between Tom and I, and I feel it was all because of me fucking up his chili by saying that we should use a slow ( Read more... )

I just wrote a quick overview of the weekend and I am going to extend on certain issues on this weekend's blog:
http://rebekah1213.livejournal.com/90260.h tml and this issue is Family Frustrations.

So I borrow my friend's phone and call my mom on Sunday: I was just hoping to hear that things were slow, but that my uncle found a few more days of snow ( Read more... )

People like me
Rebekah © February 2010

Seeking over pages. . .
Looking over pictures and words. . .
Searching for meaning without loneliness. .

I want more people in my life
I want more words of encouragement
I want to help others
I want to know that there are other weird people here

I need someone to be friend
and brighten my life
I am just looking for ( Read more... )