The thing about the whole mess is that my friend is still alive, but due to his bitch for a wife, I will probably never get a chance to talk to him again ( Read more... )

My brother is an idiot,  and I really believes he has a problem.

My brother keeps drinking alcohol. I know a drink here or there isn't bad. A drink or two at a party or for a special occassion is fine, but my brother is over doing and he is doing it to himself.  He claims that he cannot sleep, but if he would stop the pound and half in god-damn ( Read more... )

I have written about my father's house before and how it is cold and masky (I think that is new word). Anyway, I am here again for another one of brother's birthday's. I promised him I would spent a few days with him ( Read more... )

Lately,  I have been frustrated. . . I have Associate of Art degree which I did more for my father than for myself. . . I switched my major 4 times. . . I wanted to perform music. . . I am slightly asamed to admit this but when I was younger I wanted to be a pop star. I did mature out of that and just wanted to be a famous musician. I know this ( Read more... )

I have a list of frustraion that I just have to get off my chest ( Read more... )

Well, this week has gone pretty good, except for all of the Valentine's commericals.  I am sick of always being alone on this holiday. My ex and I were still supposed to celebrate this holiday together as one last thing we did as a couple and yet today he went off and bought his new girlfriend a teddy bear. I want a teddy bear from a guy. . . I don ( Read more... )

Feb 3, 2008

I had gotten a new kitten and her name is Mona, but she will come to anything but her name. Anyway my mom is keeping her for me while I am staying with a friend.

January's weather was horrible. (Northern Ohio had a bunch of snow, and freezing tempatures.)

I didn't get to see my mom or my kitten in a month and I was afraid she would ( Read more... )

July 21, 2008 ( Read more... )

I know winter just started in Ohio, but I hate the winter. I hate the snow and the really cold temptatures. I also hate being locked inside so long. It was 40 degrees today and I walked a mile to the library. It was really nice to just get out and not worry about slipping on the ice. . .

I hope we have an early spring. . .

warm weather,
 Walks,
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Okay, the truth is I didn't mind my friends being happy; in fact, I encourage it.  The thing I do not encourage is when I know they are making the biggest mistake of their lives. I had a friend but for his and my own safety well call him Mac.  Anyway instead of telling him I had a bad feeling about her from the start. . . I let him be. I still ( Read more... )