"A heart was meant to beat. And air was meant to be breathed, close to your ear. And your skin was meant to remember what mine felt like. And some songs were meant to play on repeat. And the sun was meant to come down. And we were meant to ignore it when it woke up. And days were meant to pass. And nights were meant to follow. And your eyes were ( Read more... )

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ive never wanted to do this, but i think this journal is going to have to start being friends only. it never mattered before but lately i find myself purposely leaving stuff out because i could probably actually get myself into trouble ( Read more... )

i think im losing grip on reality the past few days. i havent been acting like myself. maybe tomorrow i will feel better. i just need to calm down. ive been freaking out a little bit, things are getting awkward. awkward. its the standstill. my life needs to keep moving, i hate dancing in place like this. dancing in place while everyone watches. ( Read more... )

i feel weird tonight. i dont even know what to type, thats how weird i feel. i think i need a schedule for tomorrow ( Read more... )

time to take a break from drinking, as i managed to top even the night before
still not sleeping, ever
so much homework
everything is a little bit strange.
im staying the night in bar harbor for my birthday.
i love my friends.

wow. havent been as drunk as i was last night in a long fucking time. so drunk. this morning i had to skip class and just come home because i woke up still drunk and almost fell asleep driving. my mom wont let me live it down that i came home so ridiculously hungover and dead. she is not nice ( Read more... )

my restless fucking soul. i cant sleep. im exhausted and jittery at the same time. what i really need, really really need right now, is it to be summer and it to be POURING. i want to sit outside in shorts in the rain for just half an hour. please come soon ( Read more... )

right. its too late to fight, it ends tonight.

breaking the rules is way too much fun for my own good.

for today though i am on haitus, must work on school forever. mass homeworking and labwork to do! i have the worst headache, im so fucking tired. oh well. time to start getting shit done around here.

i cannot help but be impatient, even though i dont know what direction i want to go in. i dont know what im impatient for. changes? progression? i think this is it. progression in any direction. i need to keep moving, remember? i am restless. i lay awake at night unable to sleep because i am restless. i wake up and cannot fall back asleep because i ( Read more... )