When i was a kid I thought I was destined for greatness. Now i realize I am a Nothing. I serve no real purpose.  

I never realized just how stupid i really am until i decided to follow a dream. What a fucking waste that was. Now i make no money. I so fucking stupid. Lesson i learned was i should never ever follow a dream.

I give up...

Yet another day of being depressed. I really don't think this feeling will end. I'm forever stuck.

I want to give up...

I think it is getting close to time to just give up. My dreams are pointless anyway...

At the moment, I only see one way out... Being burned alive would be better than coming into my job. I hope I don't wake up tomorrow.

Yet again I've fallen into a deep depression. It feels like I can never get ahead. I swear I'm more of a burden than anything. My brain and body feel burnt out and I can't tell if it is the lack of sleep or being stretched to thin. All I want to do right now is give up. Is it better to live in depression or end it? I really don't know. All I do ( Read more... )

Days like today really make me think my high school guidance councilor was right. I will never amount to anything. I give everything i have trying to move on from where I am, and... Nothing. I think i can study all day and night and i will still fail my exam. I'm destined to fail...  When does it end?

Yes world, I know I'm stupid and over all a failure. You don't have to constantly remind me.