i got all the rays imma be ur sun-shine
making raisins out of sour grapes and
anything you want
anything, you say when

so complacent a calmness overcame my mind vacant this vision came from a zepher everything is light and whatever is whatever

figuring things out, one week at a time...

making the same mistakes over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over

lost

usually I can give you the most in-depth analysis of how I feel and what I'm doing, but this summer I've been totally clueless.  So many strong emotions - I make too many mistakes and I'm too needy.  Why can't I just chill out?  I wish I could just figure myself out so that I could save myself of all this.  How do I actually feel?  I don't know, ( Read more... )

summer goals:

• keep up with chinese
• READ MOAR
• see as many friends as often as possible (each year more new ones appear and more old ones drift away!)
• get on a consistent sleep schedule
• drink more water

( springtime jitters )

I've been here for four weeks now and lately I've just been feeling... bad.  Disinterested in everything, and everyone has been getting on my nerves.  I think I need to get out of the Bennington bubble.  Nothing but work from the second I've been here, it's the only thing on my mind (but that is how it always is every term).  I just try to remember ( Read more... )

( 2009 in pictures )