Since last update
My spawnling has turned 17.
Shadow passed last year in September; Lillis passed last week; just picked up her ashes today, and I'm a mess. Honey Awna Biscuit is still rockin' along. She's 18years and 9months now.

Depression has been kicking my ass pretty badly, to the point that I'm barely able to eat solid food. Hooray for ( Read more... )

I HAD DONE A WHOLE POST AND THIS FUCKING THING JUST YEETED IT.

.....

ANYWAY.

Hi.

Since my last post, I'd gotten married, almost killed x2, divorced, and once again I'm on my own with my spawnling. He'll be 15 next month.... I am cry.

I'm no longer on 2-facebook or Tiktoxic. Only Instagram, where I will announce when I will go live on Twitch, ( Read more... )

Way more than a hot minute since I've been on here ( Read more... )

Phew! It's been a hot minute since I've been on here...
Uhhh... Bad news and good news.
Bad news first. I'm basically in permanent writer's block mode. Eh *shrug* It'll come back eventually.

Now on to the good news! (Beware, it's sappy and very unlike me, but whatever. Things change.) I've found my soul mate.( Read more... )

Title: Exposed
Chapters: One-shot
Band: Mejibray
Pairing: MiA/Meto
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Bj, cumshot, M/M
Beta reader: ankaraferusNote: I've been fucking sitting on this for MONTHS. Ever since the Nepenthes look was revealed... Those goddamn shorts had me drooling. I knew I needed to write about them. However, the plot bunnies refused to let me get out more ( Read more... )

Soooooooooooooo ( Read more... )

Title: Untitled
Chapters: One-shot
Rating: NC-17
Band: Mejibray
Pairing: MiA x Meto
Summary: such hard work. much frustration....
Notes: Written at random for my lovely friend~ Suddenly she gave me a bit of inspiration and for a moment or two I can write something that's not complete shit....

( I've seen the way you look at me... )

Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 5/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a ( Read more... )

Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 4/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a ( Read more... )

Title: Demon Kings Series [Expansion]: Darkness in the Light - Part II
Chapters: 3/5
Pairings: Kyo x Mahiro
Bands: Dir En Grey, Kiryu, D
Rating: NC-17 over all
Notes: Part II side/back-story of ankaraferus's epic fic: The Demon King Series. If you haven't been keeping up with the series, it's ok. This mini-fic doesn't have much to do with the story line as a ( Read more... )