College. well, change is good. i'm getting pretty tired of it here anyway. i'll probably change my mind as soon as i get there i dont think i could ever not miss carmel it's part of me, at this point.
I've abandoned my livejournal.. i forgor about it :( well i've been failing life. i dont even know anymore
everytime i see you, i'm torn between wanting to fucking beat the shit out of you and just wanting to puke you fucking disguist me, and i just want to hurt you.
i feel like livejournal's dying and i'm going to really really disappoint my dad and my self when report cards come out i dont know what i'm going to do i've never ever ever ever done so badly in school fuck.