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[salwaphoenix]

also. jun's new hair is cute ♡

I just came back from a 2 weeks very spiritual journey and I get new hair cut as a gift. My life is happy :)

p/s: not leaving comment because of the defriending, but I just HAVE to reply to everyone who worships Jun's new hair :D

[quartered]

congratulations on the spiritual journey. looks like i could use some of those too. haha. yay on happy life :)

ikr he looks younger, but hotter. i don't even know if that makes sense but yess

[holly_berri]

the whole invisible line between RL and online fandom confuses the hell out of me. and pisses me off a little, tbh lol. i mean, there's the stock advice that people give about ~being honest about yourself to everyone~ but lets be honest, in actual life it's not exactly practical. i'd just say that if real life people feel entitled to barge into your online stuff, then let them and see if they can handle it. if they can, they props to them - they're probably made of sincere stuff and worthy of friendship lol. if not then, well, they have no one to blame but themselves, right? you're not obligated to explain yourself to anyone. and vice versa. (:

and oh god, i hear you about the hormones. -_- i literally sat up til 3am last night, eating shitastic junk food and watching teen wolf, which is basically an angsty werewolf love story by mtv with crappy special effects and naked men and their hilarious ust. #foreverclassy

i am stalking the third avengerkink meme. WAIT. WHAT. WHEN DID THIS GO DOWN , AND WHERE DDDD: lmfao i havent seen the

[quartered]

honestly, it's not as easy as it looks, merging these two people in one. it's just how i am. there are things that i don't talk about with my real life friends, and there are things that i don't talk about with online friends. it's kind of like finding the balance i need to be able to express all these feelings i have. it's annoying when people try to make it seem like it's so easy, because it's not. it never is. lol, actually that is what i'm doing, but not intentionally. i just say what i want to, and ultimately i let them dictate where they'd rather be. either way, with or without them i'll still be this way. thanks so much. that makes me feel better :)

ah yes, the junk food. i have literally eaten every single pack of chips in this house. by myself. lolol yeah, i think i've seen commercials for that show but never actually watched it. i remember thinking the lead guy was hot.

the party is here :D! it promotes spoiler cuts so people who haven't seen the movie can still go and party party party. it is the most amazing thing ever.

[holly_berri]

finding that kind of balance is important, i think - it makes sure that you're more or less in control of any given situation. ♥ which incidentally is probably key to any semi successful relationship. random, but my ex had her own little fandom forays and i had mine, and they couldnt have been further apart but it helped me see the importance of not just seeing a person in a strictly one dimensional way. so when you find your ~special someone~, and you will, 'cause youre kind of completely amazing and amazing people never remain single for too long (:, hopefully they'll understand the various complexities that make you unique. #advicegivingfailure

and holy shit. akjdamls., this is sooo much fucking win on one page i cant. my brain is kind of short circuited and im probably going to hell but i really really wanna fill that prompt. (also, there a comm called wayne_stark inc or something, yay. :3)

[quartered]

thanks bb, that was sweet :) there was a time when i was complaining about someone finding me, but right now, i think i would like it better if i do the finding this time. more than anyone loving me, i would like someone to love. ♥ ♥ ♥

I KNOW RIGHT. the number of comments is so overwhelming but it seriously a treasure trove of different ships. love everywhere. OMG PLEASE FILL IT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.

brb stalking that comm

[statr]

ugh. same here but I don't really want to think about it much because I'm still doing okay being single. I'm also the type who is very selfish with my time. Mainly because I have way too much pbsessions fandom-wise and I hate it when you tend to plan something, like to go out or spend time with a person, and you arrange your whole schedule around it, then you start to look forward to seeing that person, then that person cancels at the very last minute. It's terribly frustrating and depressing for me. So there, I don't like other people's schedules controlling the way I arrange mine

[quartered]

i actually am a very low maintenance girl, and i'd love nothing more than a low maintenance relationship lol. mainly because, yes, sure i love you, but i have other things i love too. i also hate it when i become too dependent on one person, so i try not to be so clingy. likewise, i hate men who are clingy. it's so weird, for all men's cliche complaints about chicks getting clingy, a lot of them do it too. lol

[statr]

same here. I'd probably be okay to not even talk or text each other everyday or even see each other every week. I had an officemate before and she felt so lonely when her boyfriend went to Singapore for two weeks for work. I figured I'll never be that type of girl. haha

[quartered]

definitely. it's kind of suffocating to have someone to continuously text and talk to. lol aww me too. i would need lots of time alone, given my introvert tendencies. haha.

yeah, i would like the guy to be my friend first and my boyfriend second. my ex and i had nothing in common, and it surprised me that i managed to stay with him for more than 3 months tbh. which is why it is so hard to be friends with him now, because we have nothing to talk about :|

LOLOL omg same. not to mention facebook is the place where people i don't talk to add me left and right, for the same reason of upping their friend count :| i just don't feel comfortable expressing myself there.

PEPPER WILL PERSEVERE ♥

your internet is so fastttt D: UNF YES. NINO WAS ESPECIALLY.

[kuro_tenshii18]

Jun's new hair ♥ and omg omg omg Avengers! Awesome cast, awesome movie. T_T

[quartered]

lol hi bb i didn't know you were still using your lj.

[kuro_tenshii18]

lol hello :)! I kinda abandoned this for school but yeah, I don't post much now. I like ninja-ing on posts. Or more like, I just read my friends page. hehe.

[quartered]

congrats for getting into UP, i forgot to mention!! ♥

well i'm glad you haven't abandoned it completely! :)

[120795]

it will do you no good to compare yourself to storybook romances dear. those are few and far between. but i'm very sure that when you do meet that special someone, that someone's going to be extremely lucky to have met you, because you're so sweet. stay cheerful bb ♥ (come to singapore in june and we can mutually love on each other for a few days? c:)

my fandom self has disappeared almost entirely (eeps :c) so i can't say much about keeping my two 'lives' separate. but even before i faded into passivity i didn't tweet much about them so nothing has really changed? idk #randomramblesorry i'm a passive fan for a lot of asian bands/groups now - i'll recognize them (and i do still love arashi immensely because all five of them have such wonderful souls asdfghjkl) but i haven't a single clue what's happening in arashi-verse. or shinee-verse. or any other group ;~; i feel kind of guilty.

don't ever cut me please :c

[quartered]

(omg i'm arranging things so i can go there the second week of june or around that time ajdkbasd) thanks my darling sha ♥ it's just frustrating that everyone around me gets some action and i'm still here with no one. it's doubly frustrating that while i resolved to not sit down and wait anymore, there's no one in the vicinity who i'm actually attracted to. ;_;

nah, it's okay! i get what you mean. i don't know how i became this way, but i've always kept my fandom thoughts to myself. before ol friends, i had no one to talk to but my journals. so when the internet came, i poured it all out and i became comfortable that way. meh, it's getting tiring explaining to rl people. lol.

the only thing you need to know about arashi is their FACE DOWN PV because it is hot. cool. and you know. arashi ♥ and idk much about SHINee but i loved their latest release. that's all i know too bb. don't feel pressured to keep up! they will be waiting for you when you're ready to get back in the fangirling game ♥

don't be silly, it never crossed my mind ♥

[120795]

(asdfghjkl this is so exciting omg omg omg yes please come and we can pig out and eat good food c:) someone will come along, bb. maybe not when you expect it. but eventually someone will c: and when that person does. well. an unexpected romance can sometimes be wonderful, so for now just take pride in the fact that you're awesome c:

i need to watch their face down pv. everyone's spazzing about it lmao.

♥

[quartered]

(oh man i am so excited. i am calling travel agencies so yes!! this looks like this could actually come true!!) aaww. thanks. i would just really want him to come sooner, when i actually have the youth and enthusiasm for relationships XD ty sha ilu ♥

YES. WATCH IT. DO WATCH IT.