I don't understand fake people...I really don't! It's so strange to know or shall I say "think" I know how someone feels about me just to find out the truth. Well it's not like I give a fucking hoot, but just kinds of baffles my mind. I guess that if you are not happy with yourself then you end up projecting your anger and frustrations on to " ( Read more... )

O.K..... things are starting to look up again. But who knows how long this will last! I seriously think depression is ruining our relationship.

I seriously don't understand my place in life right now. I don't understand why my relationship is going to shit. I don't understand his pure hatred for me and him. I think he is sooo unhappy with himself and he is taking it out on me and it is emotionally draining me and making me unhappy when I am in a good mood. It is like he wants to see me ( Read more... )

You Are Subversion!

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I just had the strangest feeling just now at work ( Read more... )

Another freezing day at work! I am so bored right now. Im having a really good hair day though.....so freaking lame ( Read more... )

I'm at work and I am freezing my lil ass off! They keep it like a fucking meat locker in here ( Read more... )

It's 4:45am and I can't sleep yet again! My sleep schedule is sooooo fucked up. I lay down to take a nap for a couple of hours and end up not waking up until 2am. So now I am up and J and I are listening to all of our voice messages from yesterday night....god J got 18 missed calls .... me, only 4. I guess I am not as popular..boo hoo.....lol. ( Read more... )

I love my baby Kia!
I just had the best weekend of my life!
Nothing and NOBODY can take that away!
Jay, Robbie, and Bree....I love you!

I want to be able to express myself clearly without hurting anyone which I doubt will happen though ( Read more... )