Woke up feeling hit by a truck - don't know why, didn't do much physical work this weekend, nothing abnormal that is - laundry, housework, shopping, bills.   Rain, lots of rain...I'll attribute it to that ( Read more... )

I have more sense than to go into detail, but let's just say that the things that come out when you give your notice are astounding.  I don't remember being on such an emotional roller coaster when I left my previous job, but I also wasn't dealing with the physical ramifications of emotions then, or at least not to this extent.  I am excited for ( Read more... )

Every day I think "I need to post...this is stuff I need to be able to remember" and everyday I've felt overwhelmed, gotten too busy, been too tired, had no time, had no energy.  I don't even know the last time I posted.  Let's see - quick update ( Read more... )

Fatigue, exhaustion, pain, all at same levels as yesterday. Ambien again last night - think I'll try to not use one tonight and see if the feeling of fatigue/drugged changes - I am always paranoid that part of this is caused by the drugs meant to help ( Read more... )

I am completely absolutely wrung out today. My pain levels are steady around maybe a 7, my discomfort is huge, I'm so incredibly fatigued, it's an overall physical and mental exhaustion that is giving me intense tunnel vision and an inability to connect with other human beings in a way that makes sense to them ( Read more... )