Re: Lana stops bylovelylanaOctober 11 2007, 22:20:57 UTC
"I'm trying," she said. "I really am. It's just hard. I've lost everyone I've ever cared about and... I guess stupid as it sounds I'd let myself believe that I might not lose Jim."
Re: Lana stops byprofessor_lymanOctober 11 2007, 23:15:03 UTC
Josh pushed the box of pastries closer. "I'm not going to pull out the Useless Adult Book of Platitudes," he said. "Break-ups suck. But it's not the end of the world. The school year's not even a quarter begun: drop into a few club meetings." He grinned. "Fake an accent and pretend to be a twin from a different dimension for a weekend just to see if you can."
He frowned. "What you shouldn't do is get drunk and do something you'll regret in the morning. That way leads to radio humiliation and sometimes antibiotics from the clinic. No one wins there."
Re: Lana stops bylovelylanaOctober 11 2007, 23:38:27 UTC
She took out a pastry and broke it into bite size pieces which she didn't actually eat, though she nibbled on one. "I think it's less the break-up as just the reinforcement of the feeling that I'm never going to be able to keep anyone in my life. I have no family, no home, my friends and boyfriends all die or leave and..."
She made a face. "I know it's really selfish, but I just feel very alone in the world. I shouldn't, I know. People have been very nice, nicer than I deserve, but... And then the stress kicks up the nightmares I've had all my life."
Re: Lana stops bylovelylanaOctober 11 2007, 23:54:01 UTC
"A bit, yeah," she said. "They were killed in front of me when I was three. Hit by a freak meteor shower. And a lot of... bad things happened back home. I've been stalked and kidnapped and buried alive and... a lot of bad things. I think I mostly deal pretty well. I have nightmares regularly, but they're not usually too bad."
Re: Lana stops bylovelylanaOctober 12 2007, 00:17:49 UTC
"Smallville, Kansas. Meteor capital of the world. And home to more crazed meteor mutants than you can shake a stick at," Lana said a little ruefully. "Something about prolonged meteor exposure changes some people. And they always seem to end up evil."
Re: Lana stops bylovelylanaOctober 12 2007, 01:30:47 UTC
"My former guardian," Lana said. "Though I'm not sure I'd consider him a friend. And the Kents. I lived next door growing up. Their son, Clark, we kind of toyed with the idea of going out, but... I couldn't trust him. He was never honest with me. That's pretty much it. Chloe was here, but she's moved on."
Re: Lana stops byprofessor_lymanOctober 12 2007, 05:26:01 UTC
"I work with politicians," Josh said with a wry smile. "Honesty is entirely relative. You don't have to spill your guts to have a good relationship. You just have to have faith there's a reason to what they're keeping to themselves."
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He took a sip from the cup. "You're smiling. That's very good to see."
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She shrugged. "Makes it even worse."
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He frowned. "What you shouldn't do is get drunk and do something you'll regret in the morning. That way leads to radio humiliation and sometimes antibiotics from the clinic. No one wins there."
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She made a face. "I know it's really selfish, but I just feel very alone in the world. I shouldn't, I know. People have been very nice, nicer than I deserve, but... And then the stress kicks up the nightmares I've had all my life."
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Not that Josh had any experience with PTSD. Really.
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