merry christmas...i talked to joe for almost six hours this morning...i miss him...i love him...im still in love with him..he is my first love..i gave him myself...i learned so much last night....this morning...lol whatever...but i think we both did..we opend our ears and our hearts and our minds...second chance? we will find out...

i post here for my reasons....those being...i tell everygirl i know that they shouldnt worry about finding love...they are all so young..and truth is...so am i...i shouldnt be worrying about this stuff...i still have like three years of college left...i have my career to start...i have sooo much time....but having a guy like aaron made me realize ( Read more... )

im trying so hard to be happy...so hard...i've finally figured out that im not ready for a committed relationship...and what happens...some one wants that with me...me! i dont understand...gosh..i just wish people could understand...but i guess not...im still in love with my ex...i drive by his house everyonce in a while..just to remanice...i miss ( Read more... )

ive been pretty content with life

it feels good

just to let you LJers know

=)

<3

tanya is comin home

chris is amazing

work is goin good

but i need to put gas in the car

lol

at least i have a job to be able to do that!

wow...i was reading my memories..it was crazy..intense...so many things that happend...good and bad...gosh...trip down memory lane...i had forgotten alot about those posts...ones from me and other people...

all in all though...im glad they are simply memories..they happend...i lived them...i loved them..and now..they are gone...=)

im glad i have new ( Read more... )

myspace is being retarded...so..i must resort to being bored here..lol

so this is just gonna be full of randum crazy things...well..more so just me rambling

ive decided i like to ramble..it lets out a lot of stuff...wierd how it does..but im glad =) lol...just by simply wrting..or..typing..stress goes down..and i love it <3 although..a nice massage ( Read more... )

im happy..again =) lol

im dating a guy named chris..who is one of the sweetest guys in the world...its different cause he is nothing like the guys ive dated before..but its a good kind of different..idk..we shall see..i really like him..he makes me happy...and i know already..that if we stay together i could love him just as much =)

so yes...lets ( Read more... )

i want to write emoness cause im sad inside but no one knows...no one at all except for me cause i kicked him out of my life forever
does anyone wanna be my new joe?

i hontestly thought about deleting everything on here..or at least most of it..no one visits this anymore, but its a big temptation...revisit old memories, and remember how good life used to be..but life can be as good as you want it..which is what im doing now...i love joe..and i know he loves me too..but for the both of us..its better if i dont ( Read more... )

im single, but currently content..not happy, but not bummed out either

i dont know what else to say other than..im content..lol..life hasnt been too bad and thats good enough for me

orlando is less than a week away, and i miss tanya more and more each day..lol

ima have fun, and you guys should too

laters all