so this is basically in order to sum up australia and what i have experienced here so far... i have been here for two months now and it is incredible! the weather right now is absolutley perfect and if it wasn't for my exhaustion from getting up way too early this morning i would probably go out and enjoy it ( Read more... )

i got into a car wreck yesterday. some old people ran a stop sign and ran straight into us. it hit the car on my side and totally fucked up my arm but i'm ok. it scared the living shit out of me though. man, i never thought about how fragile life is. if my friend would have been going five miles faster their car would have t-boned his and i ( Read more... )

i don't know if it's having a job and being able to do nice things for myself and my friend's or just recently surrounding myself with new people or what in god's name it is but i have this overwhelming feeling of newness. i feel more creative. i feel more alive. i feel like i respect myself more, like i deserve good things to happen to me. it' ( Read more... )

bubbly ( Read more... )

the weight of the moment breaks my bones in two ( Read more... )

god damn

i have become such the recluse since i started working. as much as i would love to go out and socialize my exhaustion has totally bogged me down. a string on my guitar broke and i cant buy new strings until i get paid (friday). it makes me so very sad. playing my guitar makes me feel like i'm getting something accomplished even though i'm not ( Read more... )

so, i kind of feel like you don't know me because i don't really feel like i can be myself around you. you make me uncomfortable because i want so much to reveal my enitre being to you and all of that in one dose is enough to make someone crazy. i get nervous and hyper and i talk alot about things i dont mean and my ability to be eloquent slides ( Read more... )

is better left unsaid... like the interpretation of certain poems, films, novels, philosophies, the revelation of a respected friendship or love...

there is so much beauty in mystery.


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i signed onto aim and my buddy list is completely gone like no one was ever there... now i'm sad.