Today would've been Mike and I's one year anniversary at 2:15 or at 2:05 forget which one. I dunno why it bugs me probably cuz of all the memories. I love Jeremy to death but it still hurts to remember everything we went through together and all the stuff we did together. All the laughs we had, places we went and all of our inside jokes. It sucks ( Read more... )

Yet again people are mad at me and dissapointed in me. All cuz I got an urge to cut myself for the first time in like 3 months or something. And yes I know I'm gonna get lots of comments on how you hate me and are dissapointed and are gonna monitor me and stuff and watch my every move. But theres no need I'm not going to do anything so dont worry. ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking god boys suck. They dump you and then get pissed and start fights, say they hate you and shit. They can get over you and date other girls and have their fun but when you do it they freak out and blow fucking fits and act like three years olds do when they dont get their own way.They wonder why us women want older men. They all need ( Read more... )

For the past few months I've been trying to get over a certain someone. It hasn't worked at all....that is until I started dating Jeremy. I love him more then anything in this world and hes helped me in getting over that someone. However until yesterday did I realize I wasn't as over him as I had thought. It hurt more then anything to find out that ( Read more... )

Jeremy you cant make me do that ever again. It was a once in a lifetime thing and your bad at it *cough*. I love you so much. An I didnt have to tell you, you asked me to so I did. Anywayz you cant ever make me again cuz it doesnt work lol. So stop being spiteful and trying to, its funny but it doesnt work cuz I dont listen when you start talking. ( Read more... )

Jeremy your the best thing thats happened to me. I love you more then you will ever know and I cant even describe how much. I'm sorry I havent written about you but this was mostly my way of saying how much my life sucks and how much pain people cause. So I couldnt write about you. You bring so much happiness into my life. I feel great when I'm ( Read more... )

Why do men fucking suck so much?!!! God they dont know what their doing half the time and how much they suck or anything! They piss me off and you cant live without them or with them we lose either way and then you date them and within a matter of months or weeks they break your heart for no reason because they claim they dont feel the same anymore ( Read more... )

Nothing new here I'm bored out of my mind as usual. Yesterday was Christmas it was pretty good. Ummmm...lets see nothing else to say so I'm gonna go. bye

Today was interesting..yeah thats a good word for it I guess. Mike was being weird as usual only he kicked me and teased me then was nice and we laughed and had fun. Then he pulled my hair cuz its in a pony tail today and as he let go he ran his fingers threw it. And he walked away then we kicked eachother and pushed eachother then he called ( Read more... )

Yeah....today sucked major ass, yet some parts of it were very good. Mike is making my life so confusing and a living hell. If I knew first breakups and first boyfriends were like this then I would have never said "yes" in the first place. Those of you who know me best would probally disagree with this statement and say I'm being ridiculus and that ( Read more... )