get well soon.

blah blah blah blah..who's coming to this wedding? I kinda wish i had a real date...you know so my family won't think i'm a lesbian anymore. ha. Kinda only want one person. That new for me. I use to be miss...I love everyone. not now though. I do still love everyone i meet and see...but thats different. blah!!!!!!! I feel scared and alone and i ( Read more... )

So funny that i couldn't enjoy the movie i saw last night.i'm thinking tooooo much. i't won't stop!!! I can't sleep because i'm thinking so much!! I just want monday to come. and then thursday..and then i'll be happy. I will have seen and been with friends, and Rob. He's a cute heart. like this mug rootbeer...well no this is yummy...he's yummy but ( Read more... )

i dislike my family at times. (-_-)

saw anchor man, or whatever. saw ryan beatty and rob whats his face. gggggooooooddddd

Pain in my teeth, and i doubt i'll be able to go out..i need to call liz and remind me to yell at ryan.

I was up so late last night...I couldn't sleep at all!!! I was thinking to much about things..life, diabetes, my mother, sex, friends, school...you name it, it's crossed my mind...And you can never tell which way life is going ( Read more... )

So much pain!!! agony!!! pain..ouch typing take my mind off it...i have to go to the doctors...wheres my liz bet!! why does it hurt so bad...why am i getting yelled at for it!!! why is it my fault?!?!?! fucking bitch as mother...PAIN!!! dont pity me i'm just typing so i dont think about it...i'll think about others things..hows the weather.. ( Read more... )

( JULY 12TH )

like crazy whoa..i'm so in like with you!!!