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Time to say goodbye Love
I know what I'm doing is right, but each time I think about you my eyes well up. Feeling so empty and wanting to take I back. I almost wonder if it is more the feeling of being alone, or that familiar heart ache of knowing we'll never be the same. I know I loved you, I know I always will. But at this time I know I'm not right for you. You deserve ( Read more... ) -
family sometimes
ugh, there are days I want to hammer into his head that he is being a child. Saying things in a condescending in another room, just loud enough for me to hear. Instead of saying it to people's faces. When i go to confront him, he doesn't talk. -
typing class
wow some days i just suck at this class mostly cause i am so used to typeing the way i've always typed so its a little hard to break this habit. and my poor spelling doesn't help either. at least i haven't dosed off in class today. wheeee. -
trust
ever feel like someone is lying to you? when you confront them about it they lie even more? -
what is my malfuntion?
a few days ago someone told me they pretty much found my company unbearable. The natural reaction would be for be to shrug it off. Its they loss right? But deep i have to reflect on this. Not because i want this person to like me. I have to do this cause its not the only time someone has said they dislike being around me because of how i am. At ( Read more... ) -
why?
Lately i look at my actions and sit here thinking...WHY ( Read more... ) -
sometimes...
I look before me and all I see is the shell of who I am. Who I was. What seems to be missing is who I will be. Lately I look around and wonder am I pushing people away by my actions.....the answer seems to be yes. I don't know how to explain it. But i know i don't feel human. Sometimes I wonder if I ever was. has all of my child like creativity ( Read more... ) -
wow 25 what a weird year
Today i turn 25 at 11:45 Nuernburg time. I can't think of anything really significant to say, all i know is there is someone who dislikes me cause i'm celebrating today at Taco Hell closing once again! Yeppie! Oh Oh nooooow i get cheaper insurance aaaaaaaaand uhmm i can rent a car?
