so i was told to read a certain post made by yet another person named Scott. this is for him. (btw not shannon's b/f ( Read more... )

It took me a while to even talk about my feelings on this. even longer , for those who know me, to write about it. last Saturday was the most traumatic expieience of my life. In the army , not that i was in for long but still, they can teach you everything except how to deal with someone almost dying in front of you. I know i should prbably write ( Read more... )

why is it that i always get myself in situations hazardous to my mental health. why is it that i'm not allowed to be happy. why is it that all the assholes get the girls. at least the girls i want. why can't she just call me and say i broke up with him. why cant she call me and say hey i want you not him. why is it that i was the one crying. why ( Read more... )

i never ment to hurt you. you never ment to hurt me. we both know this. we both know how things should turn out. we both know how we want them to turn out. hopefully they will. i wont walk away. i have too much at stake to walk away from this, despite how other people feel. i'm telling you straight out not through anyone else. i want to be your ( Read more... )

how is it that i just broke up with someone i'm not even dateing

so i dont know what is going on in my life. the weekend went great except for sat. night/sunday morning. for those who dont know i have a huge crush on this girl named Shannon. Shannon has a penis for a boyfreind who treats her like dog shit. normally i hate airing other peoples laundry on here but its already out in the open. but i like her alot. ( Read more... )

today is my birfday. i feel like i'm 19 still but when i think about my real age(27) i feel old. i dont know why i just do....

yes im updating again!!!!!!!!!!!why is it that i have a great friends but still feel that no one (with the exception of my roomates and Jillibear) is there anymore. it seems like whereever i go im an outsider. i understand that everyone has their own lives and stuff, but i just feel that whenever i try to hang out with people they're always doing ( Read more... )

So I've so far successfully quit smoking. Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now all i have to do is lose weight and I'll be good to go for basic!!!!!!!!!!! Wish me luck!!!!!!

Ok lets just say that i do like sushi like california rolls and the such. Now me and Jillibear went to the Wasabi House and i tried actual sushi. It was a Ruby Roll which is cooked eel in rice with raw tuna on the outside. It was good so all you non fish people out there like me, it's probably because you don't like the smell not the taste. So I'm ( Read more... )