i hate lying bitches even though i am one. i hate having someone who i love that i can't trust and who can't trust me, and i actually hate because shes a dumb bitch. i dont know what to do, im tired of all my old friends and need to move on to people i can trust. i love james, im glad he forgave me. i need help. but i got new pretty pieces.

inhaling duster is always a bad idea, getting fucked up not necessarily so.

i hate relationships.. i don't know how to make people happy.. tired of being pissed off cause i don't want to smoke cigarettes

tired of having a problem with food. fuck all this shit.

sorry i'm a girl i bitch and complain and get pissed. what of it.

so. im tired of living. but i do anyway. im happy he loves me. im happy i love him. and im happy im waiting. and no im not talking about someone who lives by me. im talking about the love of my life and pretty much the only boy who will ever make me completely happy. i can't wait until i finish high school. or of course i learn how to drive and get ( Read more... )

Ice Queen ( Read more... )

interesting experiences. mostly boring. sleeping all day. im sick. it sucks. doing better. didn't hurt myself yesterday. yay for me. the tendons in your hand are good to not hurt. C= i love you molly. call me soon. plllleeeeeaaaassssseeee. <3<3<3.

no more marijuana.

<3

This Is For You ( Read more... )

damn my brother for buying fritos that taste like chili cheese, cause they taste good and i won't stop eating them.. AHHHH i can't control myself ( Read more... )

haha. drug rehab. inpatient. next week. 122 pounds. 5'9". griffin. scared. anxious. life. is. nice. i miss smoking pot. but i only smoked two days ago.... damn. haha. i love my life, its so shitty. im so ignorant. but im glad to be getting clean again. i keep forgetting what boys im manipulating.. so far it's james, cord, and griffin. and i *giggle ( Read more... )

i love how much life sucks right now. but its good at the same time. i love how i feel like shit one second and better the next. i like it. i like it a lot. i think im having a mental breakdown though. but... i can't really care about it... i'll just keep ignoring it. *shrug* no one really cares anyway. C= whatever. im about to finish driver's ( Read more... )

i hope that i dont end up going to juvie cause that would be lame. and if they tell me that i have to go to juvie i'll just be like.. hey put me in inpatient drug rehab instead, then i'll just do that and it wont go on my crimial record or anything... *shrug* i think i can handle it. im just scared. damn my fucking brother for being a fucktard. he' ( Read more... )