I Who Have Nothing (poem)

[pigshitpoet]

Look at me, I live in filth and squalor
I strive to be perfect, yet I fail miserably
How can I be worthy of salvation of the spirit
When the world is so cruel to me? ~psp

Well, at least she has warm clothes.. Thank God she is not illiterate and can write

Comments

[ms_eclectic]

I was about that age sleeping in an abandoned house after my mother had kicked me out of the house and Pops gave me $5 for a tuna sandwich and a pack of smokes. Thankfully it was warm out.

abandoned houses

[pigshitpoet]

i feel for you
it must have been difficult to be rejected by your mom
something smells fishy, at least dad tried to help
what do i know, i never had such incidences
maybe i was just a good boy...
to them
hugs

RE: abandoned houses

[ms_eclectic]

i have had enough therapy for 3 ppl and i was wrong the entire time she was out of my life. yeah my bioological has been there for me and i have my half sister who is my baby sister...four sisters in total my father had. My mom clings to my s9on which the whole situation with that is weird to me. my kids should be lucky i did not eat them when they were b9rn gobble em up like a ghoul lolol

Re: abandoned houses

[pigshitpoet]

well we do the therapy for others, i believe
i've just gone in circles with it
i feel fortunate
like something or someone has been watching over me and guiding me
yet for the life of me i can't see it
so maybe i'm so shut down that i can't sense it
when i had my marital breakup after 15 years, it devastated me
i had to rebuild myself on all fronts, career, friends, relationship, my kid
it all went head over heels
as they say, there but for the grace of god go i
i've been lucky
i want to pass on those blessings to others
thankful or grateful, relieved, i don't know what
i just know i've recovered some sense of life
it took a long time to recover that
seems like a lifetime
we takes our chances and we does our best
and whatever happens, god deals with the rest
; '