i dont know why i have allowed myself to feel this worthless. i dont know what to believe anymore.

why am i allowing myself to be treated like this?

my nightmare is now reality.
everything is so foreign.
i know longer know what to do.
escape.

sometimes i wonder if its worth it. im doing so much in order to get there, but is it really worth my while? is it a forever type of thing?

ryerson has M.I.A. playing on Friday Sept 7th.
im so stoked.
its only $2

moving out in 10 days,
ryerson,
h&m eatons centre,
living on queen west,
uni boys,

so stoked

I leave today at 11pm.
One plus is that Im flying first class,
yah for that.
And Im excited to read the new issue of W
on the plane (the one with posh and becks on the cover)

And HP7, simply amazing

- my hair is black now. i dyed it, obviously ( Read more... )

I cant believe that in less than 2 months I will be out of Cawthra. Its such a scary idea, but it also is exciting. Cawthra is a sugar coated bubble where everythng seems to be just wonderful. Cawthra seems plastic to me, I have realised this for awhile now. I love Cawthra to bits and Im glad that I did attend four wonderful years there, but Ill be ( Read more... )

I went downtown today and finally bought my pants and tie for prom. Im quite proud with what I bought, especially the pants, thank you kindly Zara ( Read more... )