so this is how it feels to be completely happy, ive never felt anything this good but at the same time i wish this will never end... im in love the coincedence being that as soon as i fall in love i have to go to college like 12 months later, so the best year of my life will lead to 4 of my worst years... 4 years without kellie, but if its meant to ( Read more... )

hmm 2 updates in a month... its a new personal record. well i have some more news about my life. i now reside in residents at my grandparents, i will be sleeping in their basement, it has its good and bad points, for one they keep the house around 80 degrees and so i feel like i am always sweating, good points, im spoiled... not like my parents ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to start... so much great stuff has happend... for starters i fell in love... and the best part is im still falling... i just hope it never ends. kellie is probubly the single best thing that has ever happened 2 me. there is so much stuff i want to tell her. like how beautiful she is and how happy she makes me... i finally ( Read more... )

well today is the last day of swimming hurray!!!! but im soo nervous~ i am soo horrible at it. i have no mental strenghth maybe im just stupid but i hate it soo much i psyche myself out soo bad.... i am still swimming 4 events today wich sux cuzz im still sore from yesterday ( Read more... )

im soo scared about today... i have swimming devisionals today AND tomorrow. i dont know how im going to do. I get soo nervous b4 i swim in big meets like this. in cross country it was good cuzz it made you run faster, but in swimming its bad becuzz i freak out and i screw my stroke up so it actually makes me slower. umm suzy wished me goodluck ( Read more... )

i dont know where to start lol today was soo sweet... i didnt sleep at all last nite but i think that helped me realize that even though i look like crap (all the time) i still have friends that luv me!! umm i think im jealous of all the kids running conditioning for track cuzz i miss running soo much heck the only reason i swim is so i can stay ( Read more... )

I know I'm pathetic ( Read more... )

um today i the most important thing in the world to me... a piece of myself ( Read more... )

THIS SONG CAPTURES THE FEELINGS AND PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING TO DO WITH HOW I FEEL ABOUT... YOU KNOW... I HATE GIRLS THEY MESS WITH MY HEAD ( Read more... )

wellll the past few days have just added to my ever expanding emotional rollercoaster... it started wed. i dont really remember anything in particular except that it was a great day ( Read more... )