Do I have to actually keep achieving things in life? Why is there this underlying message every day where everybody seems to be telling me I always! need! a! goal! I always need! to! get! in! touch with! my! inner! desires!WHY? WHY ( Read more... )

first ever legitimate cleaning job in like 5 minutes ahskdjdmdkdjjk

omg omg omgmggong

i'm so nervous. i'm so nervous. using lj as a means of moral support. lol just talking to myself.

OK YOU CAN DO THIS GO

I mean, I'm disappointed in myself - I've never liked One Direction and their music. They always got on my nerves. But I have to admit this song is good. Damn good. And sad. Throws me back to a time where I probably didn't exist lol. I love songs like that.

You did good, Harry. Damn it.


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I realised something weird about myself. Call it a quirk? Or a personality flaw? Whatever ( Read more... )

because tears have this incredible ability to be both happy and sad all at once, or maybe one or the other, but right now it's definitely the former for me.

but i'm also tired so i can't tell the difference very well right now.

i feel like three different people right now and that's not a good sign so i think i need sleep.

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whenever you choose to stop being lazy and log back in. hellcattt

@ hellcattt

there's a bit of backstory on here as to what happened today (and what's happened lately i guess) BUT I NEED SLEEP RIGHT NOW. THANK YOU FOR BEING PATIENT WITH ME AHH

love love love.


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I'm not particularly a girl who wears her heart on her sleeve. I'm not very expressive because sometimes I don't think showing my emotions is good for me. I've become too used to suppressing any kind of feelings over the years. When I'm alone, it's okay for me to let out it. But when I'm with company, I freeze up and learn to internalise everything ( Read more... )

I'm so intimidated by university students. Wow. I honestly dread the day next year where I will eventually have to start attending some form of school/university. All of the students travel in huge, well-dressed, savvy packs. They clearly have their shit together. It freaks me out. I kind of get the feeling I'm missing out on something, but at the ( Read more... )

*finally wants to tinker around with finishing old fics but it's 10pm and i need to be up at 7:30am tomorrow*

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*continues typing*