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I just completed my second round of Body Fitness Bootcamp. My muscles have never felt so drained of strength in all my LIFE! I always feel great afterwards, it's just the challenge of getting through the 45 minutes of torture..

I keep finding myself in "situations". Not constantly.. it may be a few months; a few years. No matter the time, the " ( Read more... )

I'm thinking too much again, and I don't like the direction of my thoughts.

I'm unsettled. I'm not happy or content anymore. And WHY? I don't have a reason for it.
I have no reason, my life is good.
I have just about everything I've ever wanted, so why is it still not enough? Why do I still seek more?
I wonder if I made the right decisions in some ( Read more... )

I was 18 and in love. I thought I was. He blew into my life one day like a beautiful disaster and whirled my life into an absract version of it's former self. I was upside down..and I liked it. Then he left the country that summer and I was left to my own devices.

I was alone with this strange new view of the world. It was exciting and crazy and so ( Read more... )

Today was OK. Lots of friction at work, but that's nothing new. Bought the cards for my sister's baby shower at Hobby Lobby, they are tres cute. Pink.

So I need to start working on getting ready for the 5K next month.
3.1 miles isn't so much, but it's still not easy. Not for me. After I lose
most of this baggage, it'll get easier. My goal is a 30lb ( Read more... )

Today was just unusually good. We were on call at work, but we didn't get busy at all, so we mostly hung out in the swamp (a place where all the cardiologists and staff hang out at the hospital) and played on the computers. Did I mention how cool my boss is?!

Went to LA Boxing and had a good workout. I frickin LOVE punching things!

Went to my sister ( Read more... )

I dreamed it was a girl. Today was sonogram day to find out, so we all cast our votes. I stuck with girl, she thought girl, but her husband,son and my husband all said boy. I called her today to find out  the news and my 4 year old nephew answered. I said, "well? Are you going to have a boy or girl?" and he said, 'It's a baby!" lol The he told me ( Read more... )

Have I missed anything?
hello (echo)

ohh! Tombraider's on!

So noone wanted to tell me happy anniversary. Fine I don't care!I can't run, much less JOG anymore. My legs just don't cooperate. SIIIIIIIIIIGGGHHH ( Read more... )