sometimes i really wonder why i stuck around here? why didnt i just go away to florida or san diego like i planned. im an idiot. i dont regret staying here. i really dont. i had so much fun-but like i need a big change in my life. i always planned on leaving after high school. why did i stick around? im so fucking lame. why didnt i go to art ( Read more... )

 i love the red hot chili peppers. its snowing like mad crazy out here. i thought my school got canceled today, but of course it didnt. so now im screwed haha.i took my doggs for a walk in the snow, and they were freezing so was i. its nice not having school-but i still have work soon. so lets see for an update. kaylyn got her pass to ehe ymca, so ( Read more... )

lets see: i need an update. these past two weeks have been crazzy!! and this week is even worse with christmas approaching. i've got about half of my shopping done. and spent more money than expected. i hate christmas shopping, cuz i always end up with more stufff for me, than other people. haha. tomarow is my work christmas party, laaaame. i got ( Read more... )

so last week i wrote a check to my mom. for 675.00 that was money that i owed her.  it broke my heart writing her that check.  in my room i havent cashed any of my checks for work, thinking if i dont cash them-i wont spend them. i called my mom today excited that i had 750.00 in checks, and was going to deposit them.  i really need that money for ( Read more... )

 
bon jovi is here in feburary. 
and i want to go sooo bad,

tickets start at $200 and
end at like 3,000 each.
and...fuck

 holy fuck..these past two weeks have been hella crazy. i cant wait for the weekend. im getting my ghetto gangsta nails put on, and hair colored tomarow brown.then friday my extensions put in. it feels good to get this shit taken care of. work sucks latley with training since im not getting paid for it. so my moneys been tight. but that aint been ( Read more... )

wow. summer has sure come to a quick end. two more weeks, then harper baby. not looking forward to that,but whatev. this summer was really fun especially in the beginning and middle. towards the end it kind of winded down. its sad that everyone is going away to school, im going to miss them. i want to visit taylor in arizona, but idk if i'll get ( Read more... )

its monday, memorial day. thank god i have off of school. the weekend went by too fast ( Read more... )

gaining weight sucks...or trying to loose it is whats really shitty. i had school today from 8am to 10pm.i hate days like those. they drag on forever. im so happy that its may, chad gets out of school soon. and i cant wait for him because he needs it  bad. hes such a sweetheart.  and on days like these, i just miss not seeing him. hes driving me to ( Read more... )

so today is my moms birthday. yesterday chad and i went to macys to buy her a new purse, and i really hope she likes it. i had school off yesterday and i do today and tomarow, but i still have beauty school from 10-5, so it still blows. me ann and nikki are like bffe. and elyse and taylor are like out of the picture (this week anyways) i cant ( Read more... )