she set her character from the very start ( Read more... )

so i was definitely waaay more drunk on my 22nd birthday than on my 21st. 12 bottles of beer, 3-4 kegstands and lord knows how many beer bongs put me to bed with a puke bucket by 11:30pm. i was joined shortly after by steph and eric for a puke party in my room. ick. so apparently there were a RIDICULOUS amount of people here and security came and ( Read more... )

party here on SATURDAY. be there or be square.

what's the deal. seriously. fucking guys are sooooo......just so. i don't know why i can't just accept no and move on. probably for the same reasons i still haven't gotten over something that was officially over a year ago. i know there are a million opportunities out there but i don't want any of them. i want him. and i can't have him. and it's ( Read more... )

Lost in cavernous folds of common sense and reason
My spirit scratches to emerge

Outrageous.
Passionate.
Wild.
Genuine.
Loyal.

I need someone to dig it out.
I want someone to see me.

I used to love being this person. Now I don’t even remember where I put her.

my night ended at 2:30am and my day began at 4:20am. sara woke me up with a phone call saying that the cops just left her apartment and her boyfriend left along with them. they decided to take him to my favorite place in the whole world....isabella county jailhouse. i cannot say he's a dumbass for driving drunk because i've been in his shoes. he is ( Read more... )

who do you play with upon the shore ( Read more... )

shes just waiting for the summertime ( Read more... )

i miss ( Read more... )

the past two weeks have been kind of a blur. my body has managed to survive on an average of two hours of sleep a night. it should catch up with me sometime soon. i've been drinking a lot. too much probably but it makes me happy ( Read more... )