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Aug 13, 2012 02:11

So, like... I'm the one in the wrong? I don't know. Okay, not gonna bother with it right now. Everything just makes my head hurt ( Read more... )

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zengodchild August 13 2012, 00:17:16 UTC
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In the wrong about what? I've noticed that you're a bit light in the senpai department of late, if you need an unbiased ear you can have either one of mine.

Delete the text message. Whatever it is, having it around is giving it power over you. And a tiny collection of pixels doesn't deserve that.

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ore_wa_samurai August 13 2012, 00:19:43 UTC
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I don't know if you've noticed, but things are a bit... weird between me and one of my former senpai. And... Hey. Do I look like I need someone older to rely on or something? I assure you, I can take care of myself.

Thanks for the offer though.

Huh. But it's... No, never mind.

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zengodchild August 13 2012, 00:37:12 UTC
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Momoshiro? Yes, it's kind of hard not to, with his tendency to fly off half-cocked and so forth. What gives?

No, not exactly. Senpai don't look out for you because they think you can't take care of yourself. They look out for you because they're senpai and that's what they do. It's...part of the code, if you will. I forget you didn't grow up in Japan. Since I wasn't your senpai in school, I don't have a lot of preconceived notions that you're still twelve and need to be babied. Even a small island like this can feel big when you don't have anyone to talk to.

You're welcome, it's not a time-limited thing.

You're going in circles. Whatever it is, make a decision and act on it. Spinning your wheels hurts you more than it hurts anyone else, and you don't deserve that.

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ore_wa_samurai August 13 2012, 00:44:15 UTC
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He's not gay and he's freaked out that I fancy him but I think he likes Kaidoh. I don't know. I... shouldn't even care. I'm just so sick of it and all the fucking drama.

I really didn't grow up in Japan. I've honestly only spent like... 6 to 9 months of my entire life in Japan. So it's weird, alright, this 'senpai' concept.

Yeah, it's too big. All... echo like.

... I don't have any wheels. I don't get it.

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detectivehazue August 13 2012, 01:46:33 UTC
You shouldn't delete things from your phone, it's nice to have memories.

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ore_wa_samurai August 15 2012, 19:11:04 UTC
But it'll get clutted up. Maybe I'm just being compulsive or whatever.

Thanks.

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detectivehazue August 16 2012, 00:12:13 UTC
If it's cluttered, then keep the ones you treasure.

Like I have this text message from my girlfriend, wishing me a happy valentine's day! Oh wait... we broke up. Eh. I guess I should get rid of it... Ignore that.

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ore_wa_samurai August 16 2012, 08:10:32 UTC
Yeah... That's a good idea.

Well, this text is from a guy I broke up with. It's... complicated.

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