[Songfic]

Oct 18, 2009 21:40

Title: I will love you yes why lame title
Pairing: Jin/Someone
Disclaimer: Jin's not mine. Sad but true.
Rating: G
A/N: My awesome beta is nubello. Just so you know, I wrote this thinking of Jin with a girl, but whatever you want it to be I guess it fits. You can pretend it's yourselves with Jin for all I care xD Btw, wrote because of this song

It is cold as you walk around the street, the crisp and fresh scent filling your nostrils with every breath you take, but his big body is a warm presence by your side. He has one arm wrapped around your shoulders, pulling you closer, and you snuggle up against him, sighing contentedly. He smiles down at you and leans down to nuzzle his nose against your cold-red cheeks, laughing softly as you tickle his sides over the thick coat he is wearing.

You might have been distrated by the sound of his laughter, because you release a little surprised yelp when he grabs your waist and pulls the both of you over to the side and kisses the living lights out of you. You punch his chest when he pulls away, but your cheeks are distinctively warmer and you can’t keep the smile off your lips when he gives you his bright grin.

“Jin!” you scowl at him while he pouts. “Be more careful, silly! What if someone sees us?”

He pulls you so close that you can feel the heat of his face on yours, his eyes shining with a light of their own. “I don’t care. Besides, there’s no one here.”

You realize for the first time that he has pulled you into an alley, close enough to the street that you can still hear the rustle of voices and cars and see people rushing by. There is no one beside you two in the alley, but it is still so easy that someone can see you at any moment. You know it is pointless to fight with him over it, anyway, because he has already leaned against the wall and has you between his arms, pressed against his body. He looks down at you and you get lost in his gaze, eyes dark and warm and unwavering, full of adoration, happiness and the peace you know you bring him, if only because he had told you so so many times before.

You are brought back to reality when he pulls your hands into his and raises them to his mouth, kissing each fingertip softly and blowing warm air onto them. He sighs contentedly as he burrows his face on your hands.

“You will get in problems if someone sees us, Jin.”

“But I love you.”

“I love you too, silly. But that won’t save you the problems.”

“I love you anyway.” He brings your interwined hands up, your own ones smaller and fairer between his. “I love you even if your hands are always cold and you make me eat the vegetables I don’t like and get grumpy when I win you at something even though it’s been a fair win.”

You laugh softly, and he smiles at the sound, eyes lighting up as he looks at you thrilled. You rest your head against his chest only for a moment, but when you look up his face is serious, the look he gives you reflecting a love that is mature and unwavering, and you feel like he can see right through you - and that is probably true.

“I love you. There is nowhere I’d want to be but at your side. I won’t let anyone pull us apart.”

You are surprised by his words, so sudden and serious, but you smile up at him, maybe a little sad. You never planned this to last for so long, never believed it would be possible for it to last and you want to remind him that there are so many things against you two - his work, the world, you could name so many of them. But he presses a finger to your lips, keeping it there even when you close them to listen to him.

“I have never loved anyone so much as you. I don’t care about what others think, I don’t care about whoever will try to separate us; I love you now and I will love you all my life, and even when I’m gone I’ll still love you, because I have decided so.”

The moment feels a little surreal as your cold noses brushes against each other, and he releases a happy sigh, air warming your face. It is a scene right out the silver screen, and you want to tell him that he can’t promise forever, that no one can, because you are practical and know that there are so many things that can change, people’s mind and heart change their colors so many times in a lifetime than no forever can exist.

But it is easy to forget it as he lowers his lips on you, kisses you slowly and lovingly for so long you think your head might be spinning in the night, and for all in the world you feel like you have fallen in love with him all over again, and you would do it one and a million times, one for each light shining in his eyes.

fandom: je, group: kat-tun, r: g, l: oneshot, s: akanishi jin

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