( nothing left to live and nothing left to lose )

"and I think I know why you never get too close - it's cause you're too scared to. when I'm with you there's no point in breathing. so you run away for no apparent reason. you and I are changing with the seasons. you give me an answer as to why you're leaving. the table's full, nobody's been dealing so fold your hand. come on and fold your hand ( Read more... )

i couldnt stop crying all day so i didnt go to school.

danny and me broke up on the weekend.

and i don't want him back cause i know he doesn't want me.

i don't know if i miss him
i'm just really hurt

the worst is when you wake up and feel ok for about 2 seconds, then you remember what happened and you cant stop crying again. i think that's the worst part of break ups. and then all day you cant think about anything but how much you miss them, and after awhile you don't even know why you miss them, because there was obviously a reason why you ( Read more... )

and if there's someplace else you'd rather be...then go, then go, then go, then go.

( on December 29th, I posted this on myspace )

that's what i hate about this time of year; family's reduced to names on a shopping list. i hate it. i don't mean to sound cynical and miserable, i just really don't like that. i don't like that nothing goes right for the best people in the world. i know it's all for a reason, and it's all just for us to learn something that we'll need down the ( Read more... )

everything happens for a reason, right?

theres nothing to say
for tonight
but i love him

dannyscribbles: good night

and you never do anything wrong
its her fault,
not yours
it's all in her head
especially everything she sees wrong with you
there's nothing wrong at all

i don't even have anything to miss. i've sort of accepted that everyone has left and things change and won't change back, so wanting things to change and wanting people to come back is just a waste. it all seems like it was so long ago. it's weird to look back and see it all, but not want any of it. really, i'd rather just forget ( Read more... )