i haven't written in here in a long long while. but here i am. i think in a few days i will make a real post about how my life is right now. i am living in scotland currently. it is 1:34am ( Read more... )

today i am twenty
(ok i prefer 'tenteen' a la caroline)

the punks ate haverford!

best ever.

i'm home and jetlagged.

i have no expectations or resolutions for 2006. i don't care if this is a bad thing.
i'm tired of feeling dissapointed in people.

hey! i have 3 fun-filled days until i leave for school. let's do crazy and magical things.

tomorrow i'm leaving for california, and then on the 1st i leave for japan
i'm nervous and excited.

it's good i'm going away - like, far away.
i need to seriously work some shit out.

leave me your address if you want and i'll send you a postcard.
i'll be home on the 10th for a few days before i leave for school again.

i feel much better now
still really exhausted for the most part
but, i don't feel so sad
(despite having just seen brokeback mountain - really good movie, but really depressing)

i think it will be for the best when i leave for california/japan and then go back to school ( Read more... )

i have mono.
i'll be home saturday night.
i guess it doesn't matter because i'm not leaving my bed until i feel better.
plus i'm contagious.
so much for seeing my friends.

:(

i have a swollen gland the size of a golf ball in my neck. the nurse told me i probably don't have mono. i really hope she's right.
anyway, my throat hurts, i can't swallow, and i generally feel like crap.

one more final to go...

this is really awful.

i love how you can tell how [un]happy i am based on how frequently i update this stupid thing.
fuck this shit. i can't concentrate on anything.
i'm supposed to be studying for finals.

what an asshole.