10 days till my birthday

[ohsavemedearly]

Today was so fantastic that I almost feel afraid to write about it for fear that it was all just some beautiful dream from which you never want to awake from. This morning I walked the long walk to the train station while listening to music. I arrive early for the excursion, but I didn't mind. It was a lovely excuse to read and to stare in wonder

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[almost_home]

Bangarra are absolutely brilliant. I'm so disappointed I won't be seeing this show because they're going overseas for most of the year with it. During high school my dance teacher took us to several of their pieces because they were so well worked, so moving and so deep. I'm glad that you enjoyed it!

[xxoldscratchxx]

i'm so glad to hear you had a fantastic time, though i can fully appreciate how difficult it is to go somewhere alone and away from where you feel comfortable and 'safe'. i also understand how difficult it is hiding your unusual behaviour as i've been doing it for 2 years and even while i'm recovering it's still there. i hate people seeing me eat also, and i only eat certain foods but i usually use the excuse that i am vegan and can't really eat out anywhere anyway! facing your fears is a challege but i'm certain it's rewarding, and seeing how happy other people are can only make you want to get better and see that there is a life to live and it's silly wasting all this time on stress and worry over food.
maybe telling close friends that you have problems with food could help and they wouldn't ask you questions about why you aren't eating? i told 3 of my friends after a long time and they're much more understanding now (and supportive unlike i thought).
you're doing great & you should be so proud of yourself sweetie :) x