like you will fall. they always do. but on the bright side, people like you will make it to the top. because the people at the top? well, they're selfish. and that's the only way to make it to the top, i've learned. consumed in the mess that they are, and the messes they've made. tri-state, cross country alcoholics and drug addicts that can' ( Read more... )

i've been writing in a new blog, robindisaster.blogspot.com if you're interested. but i felt like returning to the old lj for a bit ( Read more... )

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it's just a long, slow descent into the pool. let the water swallow you whole and envelope your body like ribbon. he's made the water warm so going down will be easy. he's filled it with skeletons of sloth mistakes. it's just a long, slow descent into darkness. let the lack of light wrap around your skin like an aggressive vine. he's taken ( Read more... )

it's a hit or a miss. and i've got plenty of misses under my belt, but every once in awhile

i win a hit. and it's perfect.

you realize that your life consists of oscillations between reality and dreams.

the great intellectuals and bullshit thinkers, they were wrong.

cause i'm 17 and the only way to know i'm alive is to twist the knife.

i breathe, eat, and sleep in the space that divides cinema from life.

when the thoughts of life mushroom and i've dug too deep, i enjoy the entanglement in modern bourgeois affairs despite their triviality.

you know you'll be okay but in the meantime, you can't ford the floodgates.

i've got it all down to a science, and i've run through the lab results and deductions again and again ( Read more... )