My friends, family, and pets have been keeping me positive. Though I’ve been barely capable of being positive and have felt incredibly suicidal during all this, so I’m trying to grasp onto whatever amount of positivity my brain will allow me to have. There’s an outbreak in my state, and it grows larger every day, so I am pretty much stuck in my house all day, which is only making my suicidal thoughts stronger. Everyday just feels like I’m sitting around waiting for myself to get sick.
Aww. And Jen should do more episodes of her fake cooking show.
I've been watching movies and listening to music. I've tried to stop checking the news every five minutes. Tomorrow, I'm going to ask my dad if I can come over and visit. I live alone but we check in through text and calls.
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Hookers and cocaine, of course.
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playing with makeup and doing facemasks tbh
it always relaxes me
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I've been watching movies and listening to music. I've tried to stop checking the news every five minutes. Tomorrow, I'm going to ask my dad if I can come over and visit. I live alone but we check in through text and calls.
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Really I've been reading a lot.
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