I am listening to Ke$ha. I don't know what to do with myself. I want to scream in a pillow. You make me so unhappy. So does this song. So does the concrete. Job interview tomorrow. I will make you eat concrete. That's what I have to look forward to. That and True Blood.

My concentration is a septic tank right now.

June Storm

Voices from the first dark heartshaped green of summer
leaves, rain;
birds'.

What are they called.

I'm leaving here, and still don't know.

I'm going there, though,
where they are--
I feel this.

Feel that I was there
before.

I felt this as a child, and now
I know it.

-Franz Wright

I'm on editorial staff for West 10th. NYU's lit mag. And I think an '06 creative writer from govs is too. It made my day a little better.

I, for some reason, just bought a Canon Rebel XS. I'm working seven days a week for the next three weeks, no days off, averaging about twelve hours a day. And therefore can not get a second fucking job. Buhhhhh. Charleston is boring, I miss my friends, and the weather isn't warm enough. Tonight I went to the bar with my brothers and their ( Read more... )

You gotta spend some time, love. You gotta spend some time with me.

You got me where you want me, but I ain't all there.
My head is gone, my brain is fried, and I'm standin' right here.
You can touch me if you wanna, oh, I don't really care,
But I have ruined everything that I ever loved.-Jessica Lea Mayfield ( Read more... )

So I talked to that manager at Starbucks in November who said she wanted to hire me, but in January. I went to her store and resubmitted my application last Saturday, and she said she'd call me Monday. I kept waiting and never got a call. I went back to the store today and find out it's because she was let go. They told me to call their new ( Read more... )

I want to ruin somebody's life because I feel like you ruined mine.

I feel like everyone around me is either getting married or having a kid.

Starbucks told me I'd have a job when I come back from Christmas break (even though that's forever away and I need money now). I'm excited, but part of me doesn't trust it because I'm still going to be interviewed again when I go in in January. And what if they change their mind? But, all in all, I could end up with a worse job. Making coffee ( Read more... )