I feel everything I love slipping away from me

[nsync87dee]

I'm losing her... I feel it. It hurts my heart and cuts up my soul. She's giving up. Letting go. Pushing away. And there's nothing left for me to say or do. It's all in her hands now. My control is gone

Comments

[dontcallmekrys]

hon, what are talking about? where's me? i mean, not to sound pretentious, but i'm here. well, okay, maybe not within 900 miles... but i'm here in spirit, as cliche as i know it is. you're not alone, and i DO understand you.

i'm sorry i haven't been in here in ages. to tell you the truth i dread checking my friends pages now because of all the shit people have been posting that really doesn't mean anything and it just pisses me off. not your entries, of course. quite the contrary. i just have been holding things in my head to make them marinate for a bit. i'm sorry.

nine and a half more months, my fingers are crossed.

[nsync87dee]

This wasn't about you. I know I have you.. though I do feel you drifting away. I just want you to hang on 'till next year even though it's hard. I love you so much Krys and I do miss you dearly but I understand why you keep yourself busy. I dunno. This isn't because of you so don't feel guilty as i'm sure you do cuz you're crazy (though I love you for it). Write me sometime. Dee lovey the Krys.

[brokengypsy16]

You got me too, I know I can't do much and never make sense but I'm here, I understand.

[nsync87dee]

There are some things you can't understand... but thank you for being there regardless.