Comments | nisha_phi: it's 5am. Why am i awake.

nisha_phi

it's 5am. Why am i awake.

Mar 13, 2011 05:15

I feel like a horrible person, but the reason I don't want bad things to happen to people is that people's reactions make me extremely uncomfortable. So uncomfortable that it overshadow's whatever reaction I might have on my own (do I even have one ( Read more... )

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ryuuvictoire March 13 2011, 10:20:00 UTC

Hrm. Interesting. *scribbles down notes for a future DDX on Ilan's brain*

ryuuvictoire March 13 2011, 10:20:21 UTC

WHY.

AM.

I.

AWAKE.

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nisha_phi March 14 2011, 02:01:06 UTC

I'm suspicious of their intentions.

Like are they trying to make themselves look more attractive to others? Are they trying to manipulate people? Or are they trying to make the people affected feel better? (But if they are, why are they telling everyone?) Or are they afraid themselves and telling people they feel sympathy for the other people relieves their anxiety?

Well, I'm not entirely sure if this is what makes me uncomfortable.

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nisha_phi March 15 2011, 03:28:07 UTC

"i feel like when people pray together it is a way to feel like you are actively doing something in a situation you can't help with immediately."

That makes a lot of sense.