Cheesecake (Chapter 2)
Title: Cheesecake (Chapter 2)
Characters: Kibum, Yesung, Siwon, Heechul, Donghae, Eunhyuk, Luna, mentions of Lee Sungjong
Pairing: KiSung, YeWon, EunHae
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance
Rating: PG-15
Disclaimer: I only own the story and the plot
Summary: Kibum could not fight the wave of memories a cheesecake had brought him.
A/N: Part 2 of the birthday series for Kim Kibum & Kim Jongwoon.
Two days later, Kibum spotted at the café, his usual spot this time. On the coffee table in front of him, there were his usual cappuccino, without sugar, and a portion of cheesecake.
A windy November day, Kibum sat there and just watching people on the street. Girls appeared with bright colours of long coats, it seemed like trending. Their faces were blushed red by the cold, some even had their lipsticks re-applied while walking because the cold temperature brought icy winds to dry their lips before time.
The actor put both of his fists under his chin, while staring at his abandoned, untouched cheesecake. The more he stared at the cheesecake, the more he remember Jongwoon. After he got his new number from Heechul, he didn’t have te guts to call him. Not after all that happened.
And here he was, thinking about him like a pathetic…
Sometimes when you got really hurt, your mind started to create a shield for your heart. It was a natural process, keeping some details a little bit behind your memories. Apparently that had happened to Kibum after what happened between him and Jongwoon.
Kibum remembered it clearly, how for the first two month he was struggling hard to fight his feelings of missing Jongwoon's laughter. Only once he had the courage to met him in person for the first time, yet apparently his hyung was already being happy with some one else.
Kibum had been so coward for two years, until he couldn't even remember anything about that man anymore. The wound was still there, always there, but the memory faded away…
He had been numb.
And do you know what a wise man said? "Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it."
"Hyung, what should I do?"
Kibum sat on the floor, resting his head on Jongwoon's thighs, as the older man was lying on the sofa behind him. There were only both of them at the dorm.
"What's wrong, Kibum-ah?"
Jongwoon put down the comic book he was currently reading, felt the presence of his favourite dongsaeng.
Both of them went to the deli, their favourite spot from the trainee times. Although that place was far from their dorm, they always visited that place regularly, just both of them, as they debuted.
"The company offer me to take a hiatus from the group," Kibum told the older man once they got their respective orders.
Jongwoon sliced his cheesecake solemnly, for a moment couldn't give any proper answer.
"You know that is the best way, dongsaeng-ah."
Kibum watched his hyung swallowing his cheesecake. Jongwoon perhaps didn't realize that his own eyes was getting moistened by the early presence of tears, threatening to fall. Kibum couldn't stand that sight. He hated it seeing his beloved hyung cry.
"But you don't like me going, right, hyung?"
"Kibum-ah," suddenly Jongwoon grabbed Kibum's hand with his smaller one. "I've known you for so long. If there's any person who understand you more than yourself, it is me."
Kibum stared at his hyung's hand on top of his own. He flipped his hand that now he's the one holding the older man's hand. Jongwoon's hand was so small, cute, and soft inside his palm.
"Rapping and dancing isn't your dream, dongsaeng-ah. Hyung know it right."
"But I don't want to leave you all. Not like this."
Jongwoon untangled his hand from Kibum's hold to drink his espresso. Kibum saw two prominent, dark eyebags hanging below the other man's eyes, and he felt guilty for only giving this one tired man bad news.
"Have you tell Heechul hyung? Or Leeteuk hyung?"
Kibum shaked his head no.
Jongwoon blinked tiredly, then he saw Kibum's untouched cappuccino.
"You need to calm down. Drink, it's getting cold," as he said that, Jongwoon pushed the younger man's beverage closer.
Hesitating at first, Kibum took the cup and drank some amount of bittersweet liquid carelessly.
"Hey, calm down!"
The younger man dried up his cup, and finally broke into tears.
"It's hard, Jongwoon hyung. I… I feel like trapped, this way…"
Jongwoon moved to Kibum's side, and brought the crying man to his arms, trying to sush.
It's lucky that there were barely any other customer at the deli, because it's still too early to have lunch, and too late for breakfast. They shouldn't have to be there when everybody could recognize them with only hats covering half of their faces.
"Everyone has a fair chance to pursue their dream, Kibum-ah. Me, as a hyung who loves you, know better than letting you trapped here forever doing things you don't like every time. I'm sure…"
Kibum suddenly let himself free from his hyung's hug, holding the smaller man's upper arm and stared into his two small eyes. They're still moistened, he noticed, even more than just now.
"You… love me, Hyung?"
He swore for a moment he saw a tint of blush formed on the older man's cheeks, eyes widened a little but before he could say anything more, Jongwoon set himself free from Kibum's grip.
"As a hyung, of course… you're my beloved dongsaeng." Jongwoon said, not looking into the dongsaeng's eyes who scrutinized him. "Anyway, I'm sure all the members can understand your choice," he added quickly. "You've been trying your best for the last three years with SuJu, Kibum. Doing things you don't like from 2005 to 2008 is quite something I'm proud of you."
Kibum didn’t say anything. He felt disappointed, but he couldn't point what part of Jongwoon's words that let him down.
There were not so many people inside the café, probably because it was a Monday morning, brunch time. Kibum liked that atmosphere more. Less noises, less activities, his mind could find the necessary peaceful music played by the café's stereo.
Kibum sipped his cappuccino again, trying to distract his mind from things he didn't want to reminisce. He was fine for a year and a half without those particular memories, so why must he bother, this time? He couldn't even remember the last time he saw Jongwoon
It was three months thirteen days ago when you saw him from afar inside the company's building. Not to mention that he was laughing happily with that person.
Kibum chuckled to himself. His mind was insane already. Good job Jongwoon hyung, you can even make me remember days now.
Suddenly he started to hear a familiar voice. He thought he probably hallucinating, because of thinkng about Jongwoon too much. Was he that pathetic to start hearing voices? But then he realized the voice came from the stereo somewhere around him.
That was clearly Jongwoon's voice…
How dare I, how dare I send her away
Please, please forgive me
How dare I, how dare I leave her
Please forget me
I shall wish for your happiness
For one day, just for one day
Though I fight to erase you from my mind
But like a habit, and I’m like a fool
Again, again my tears fall
For one day, just for one day
If I can hug you once
I can toughly endure in this harsh world
In the end, we can stay together
Just for one day
Weeping, laughing, and longing
And become fatigued
Foolish, how foolish I am
I cannot withstand, I am hurt
For one day, just for one day
Though I fight to erase you from my mind
But like a habit, and I’m like a fool
Again, again my tears fall
For one day, just for one day
If I can hug you once
I can toughly endure
At the end of this terrible world
We can live together
Just for one day
Kibum was lost to the song, he barely realized a single teardrop falling from the corner of his eye. It's just… how perfect the song was with his current feeling. His beloved's voice was husky and heavy, but uttering such a painful taste, singing a ballad.
A ballad that portraying his feelings correctly, as if Jongwoon himself mocked him with truth of that song!
It's been months since the last time he listened to any music. He liked it more to work out, toning his body, watching dramas to improve his acting, and did some boxing. Since he completely lost his passions for music, he only followed SuJu and Jongwoon's songs, although not too close.
He facepalmed himself, feeling the guilt he had suppressed for a long time went all over him. Washing him from head to toe. Stripped him naked and revealing his dirty self underneath. He felt so stupid, not to mention cruel. Cruel to himself, and more, he knew he had completely destroying Jongwoon. He didn't deserve that man.
It's 15 minutes before 2 a.m currently, in the middle of summer, 2010. Kibum approached a young man sitting on a swing of the playground of the park in the front of SuJu's dorm. The said man was somehow seemed so lonely, leaning his head over the swing's handrail. There was a white box rested on his lap, and as Kibum getting nearer, he could clearly see that the man was crying soundlessly.
Kibum wondered why Jongwoon was crying while waiting for him to come. Probably, any bad news? He decided to watch the small man for some time, because he was curious.
Jongwoon's red lips was trembling, and every time he closed his eyes, there's a brand new wave of teardrops fallen from the pretty eyes. He seemed so sad, that after five minutes hiding himself, Kibum called him.
"Jongwoon Hyung."
The older man was literally jolted from his seat on the swing as he saw the dark figure of Kibum's went out from his hiding position behind the bush beside him.
"Ki…bum? Is that you?"
Kibum was totally forgetting the fact that he didn’t get the light from the lamp post as he was standing on the bush.
"Yes hyung this is Kibum."
Kibum squatted in front of his hyung, who was apparently trying hard to muffle his sobs using his small hand, and erasing the trace of teardrops of his eyes. Of course it's still clear for Kibum to see from such close proximity.
"Why... Why you arrive… Te-ten minutes earlier Kibum? It's not 2 am already, ri-right?"
"Why are you crying like this? Why are you even trying to hide this from me hyung?" Kibum's hand caressed the older man's wet cheeks with his thumb. "It's okay, just cry… Don't hold it down…"
Jongwoon didn't answer. He refused to stare at his dongsaeng's prying eyes in front of him, but let him caressed his face nonetheless.
"You woke me from my beauty sleep, and now I find you hid your tears from me…" Kibum mumbled. "Do you have a plan to tell me what happened? Or you just want to go on without telling me a single piece of secret?" he pouted cutely, causing the older man to giggle a little.
"You're ugly when you do that, yo-you know that Kibum-ah?"
"Not as ugly as you when you cry," retorted Kibum.
Jongwoon's next laugh sounded like music in his ears.
They moved to a more comfortable position, crossing their legs above the grass. Jongwoon opened his white box, which contained cakes and beverages for both of them.
"A cheesecake for me, the chocolate one for you. Two cappuccinos for both of us."
"Wow it's like a picnic Hyung! Thank you." Kibum said happily. "But why are you drinking cappuccino now?" he pointed the tumbler of Jongwoon's iced cappuccino.
The older man smiled.
"Since you like cappuccino, I would like to drink it also."
Both of them devoured their cakes in silence. Some times Kibum averted his gaze to Jongwoon, who was spacing out from time to time.
"Earth to Jongwoon," Kibum whispered.
No response.
"Earth to Jongwoon!"
Finally his hyung snapped in surprise.
"Oh," Jongwoon said weakly, "what did you say again?"
"Why are you spacing out so frequently? Why were you crying? Tell me, hyung. Share your burden with me."
Jongwoon put his half-eaten cake down. He seemed like he lost his appetite all the way.
"I… I just sleep with Siwon."
Somewhere inside the playground, Kibum heard the singing voices of the crickets. He found it weird since he was so sure he didn't hear them just a minute ago.
"What?" finally he could manage to utter a word.
"Then he asked me to be his boyfriend…"
Jongwoon's sentence never got finished as Kibum suddenly lost it. He went up and kicking the bush beside him harshly.
Jongwoon was agaped by his actions, but before he could say anything, Kibum wrapped his fingers around the collar of his t-shirt then lifted him from the ground, to have their eyes at one level.
"Kib... Kibum?" Jongwoon's eye bulged, his mouth opened wide in surprise and fear seeing Kibum seemed to lost his control.
Suddenly Kibum threw Jongwoon's smaller body to the ground with some power he never know he possessed before.
"What is it with you, Kibummie? Why are you treating me like this?" his voice was trembled with anger as he was still lying on the ground after the younger pushed him hard, shocked and humiliated.
"Why Siwon? Why him? Explain! Damn it!"
"Don't you dare using that tone to talk to me!"
Jongwoon rised from his lying position on the ground. His hair was a mess, there were some dusts and grass on his pants and t-shirt. He stood there, glaring at Kibum in rage.
"For God's sake Jongwoon, just spill it!" Kibum shouted harshly.
"Fine! I'll explain!" The other man finally snapped, "So that the ungrateful beast inside you could just leave me alone in peace!"
Unfortunately, Jongwoon also really easy to get angry, the same with Kibum.
"I was sad because Kangin, my only best friend, left!" Jongwoon spat, punctuated the word "only" to Kibum's face. "Siwon was always be there by my side during the hard times," Jongwoon's starting to sob. "Everything just happened naturally!"
Kibum sat down on the ground, feeling every single bad feelings he could get at once. He was mad beyond belief, he felt betrayed, and sad, for a reason he didn't understand.
"And now you're mad at me like this without reason? You've humiliated your hyung like this? What mistake did I do to you huh?"
Kibum balled his fist to distract the thoughts of punching Jongwoon in the face.
"You're so easy, that's why!"
A long silence.
Finally realizing how harsh his comment was, Kibum found his hyung once again stunned, his expression was like Kibum had just spit on his face.
"I don't need your opinion anymore, Kim Kibum. If you think I'm a whore, that's fine with me."
ongwoon's voice sounds tired and defeated. His kneels dropped into the ground and he was sobbing uncontrollably.
Kibum hung his head low, before the guilt slowly facing him, to what he just did to his hyung.
"I... I didn't mean…" Kibum tried to approach the crying man.
Jongwoon's beautiful eyes looking at him like he was some kind of disease, and slowly got up from the ground.
"At least now I know it's some one else who actually worth my love."
And with that, Jongwoon walked away, muffling his sobs.
"Aaaargh!!" Kibum kicked the bush again in frustration as he saw Jongwoon was slightly limping.
Kibum pulled his own hairs in frustration. Tears were flowing down his cheeks and he tried to hide his face from curious people around him. His muffled sobs were so pitiful, people wouldn't believe that the current man in mess was Super Junior's Kim Kibum.
Why was he so harsh to Jongwoon? That man was simply asking his opinion about his romance life, perhaps upcoming relationship. And Jongwoon thought Kibum was a good dongsaeng to share secrets. Jongwoon trusted him.
That was not a forgotten wound, it was a wound that had been numbed by Kibum's brain to protect his damaged heart. For 2 years he had been pushing Jongwoon to the very back of his mind.
"Kibum-ssi," a soft voice called him.
Kibum chose not to answer. He hated it that he was a spontanious man that could blew in anger, burst in laugh, and be a crying mess with only a light trigger like this, even in public. Kibum felt so weak and vulnerable.
Love didn't make it better either.
"Let me give you a shoulder to cry, Kibum-ssi… Just not here, people are watching you…" Kibum felt Luna sat beside him and stroked his back with care.
"No.. thank you, I… I can help myself."
Kibum tried to shove Luna away but she was persistent.
"Come with me."
With a surprising strength, Luna pulled Kibum to stand up on his feet, but face was perfectly hidden in her shoulder. She positioned Kibum's left hand to circle her shoulder and she brought him into the back of the café, where the employees usually take a break or getting ready to work.
***
It's been two years since the last time Kibum entered the SuJu dorm. Right after his fight with Jongwoon, he had lost his guts to contact most of his band members. He only had talked to Heechul from time to time, and once to Donghae.
It's not like he was really close to the other members to have them missing him.
Kibum knew he should've told Donghae everything about him and Jongwoon. That cute person was one of his best friends, one of his closest person on the band, and he, obviously, also Jongwoon's dearest baby. But the thoughts of Donghae judging him with his doe-like eyes hold Kibum back. It's more likely that he would make that man cry to hear what he had said to Jongwoon.
Donghae was too pure to hear something like this.
But Kibum had decided to end his long time cowardice, and from now on he would like to pursue Jongwoon's love he once had. And he needed his best man behind him to support him.
"So that's why Yesung hyung never talk about you again."
Donghae's voice was bitter, and Kibum had to compose his thought no to broke looking at the two large eyes moistened with upcoming tears.
"Does he?"
Donghae snorted.
"For years since you left, he'd always missing you everyday, and told everyone about it. But he had stopped talking about you and even refused if he had to." The older man knocked his knuckles to the coffee table in front of him, and looking away to nothing in particular. "Kibum-ah, you've messed quite a big time with him, you know that?"
"I know, Hyung."
"But why do you have to wait for two years? Why did you never apologize before?"
Kibum couldn't catch Donghae's eyes looking at him like that. He knew the other would never mean to judge him, but his eyes filled with intencity that's rushing into his soul, as if it was blaming him for the wound he could see exist inside.
"If only I could, I would, Hyung…"
"Do you love him?"
"What?"
Donghae's final words sent a jab into his heart. Was it that visible? First, it's Heechul, now Donghae as well?
"Yes, you're in love with him, Kibummie.." Donghae's eyes softened as he saw his dongsaeng swallowed in misery in front of him. "My little Kibummie was in love. It makes sense that you've been acting like this to him…"
Feeling his hyung patted his shoulder, Kibum lifted his head to find Donghae smiled at him.
"I have never realize this before."
"Oh, it's so cute," it was an awkward situation where Kibum felt all gloomy and guilty while Donghae was laughing happily in front of him. Yes, Kibum should've been predicted this hyung's reaction. "I've never seen you're blushing like this Kibum-ah! You seem so sweet."
Kibum groaned in annoyance at the tease.
"Hyung! I don't tell you this to have you laughing at me! I need your help!"
"O… okay, okay," Donghae lifted both of his opened palm in front of his chest. "Okay, so you wanna make up with him?"
"If it's possible." The other man answered solemnly.
"But you have to realize something," Donghae's voice suddenly turned into a serious mode, as if he'd just remember something important. "Yesung hyung is with Siwon, I don't want you to mess with them."
Kibum didn’t answer. He was focusing his attention to slice his piece of cheesecake. That day he had a blueberry cheesecake, and he found it better than the original ones. Somehow the blueberry melted and mixed well with the creamy cheese inside his mouth. Weird, wasn't it? You actually can eat cheese with fruits!
"Kibum-ah, I'm serious."
"Hyung, I'm not that shallow. I just want Jongwoon hyung's friendship back…"
Kibum hoped that he could really mean what he just said.
They enjoyed their dishes in silence for some moment. Donghae was so engrossed to his strawberry shortcake Kibum knew he had started eating since he and Eunhyuk dating. Kibum watched the older's expression carefully, and it was a beautiful sight.
Donghae was poking the strawberries using his teaspoon with a slight smile painted on his face. It seemed like he was talking to all the pieces of berries before he brought them into his mouth with a happy face.
Was Donghae currently missing his boyfriend, the strawberry boy?
"Hyung…" Kibum broke the silence. "Is he happy?"
"Hmm?"
"Is Jongwoon hyung happy, with… Siwon?"
Donghae smiled again.
"They always play parents with me. Yesung hyung as the mummy, and Siwon is the daddy. They play with Eunhyukkie too sometimes, pretended that I was their child. You know, hyung babying me, hugging me, kissing me, and stuff, and here comes the jealous Siwon with expression like a mad ox on his faceas. He would have me pushed away from his precious wife," Donghae chuckled.
Kibum's expression turned stoic.
"Siwon is pretty romantic, you know? Lifting Yesung hyung bridal style, brought him to his villa on weekends, whispering to his ear… so lovey-dovey. And Yesung hyung looks really beautiful when he's with Siwon."
Finally Donghae realized Kibum's expression, and his balled fist.
"I… I'm sorry Kibummie, I didn't mean to…"
"It's ok, Hae hyung. If he is happy, then I'll be happy for him. All I need is just apologizing."
Kibum could totally sense Donghae's uneasiness, and being his best friend for so long, he knew very well that the older man would do anything to make himself feeling less guilty.
"You know Yesung hyung never hold grudge, Kibum-ah? He will forgive you right away. He is such a pure-hearted man."
It didn't make Kibum feel better. In fact, there was this mixed feelings of jealousy and guilt. He felt really stupid for messing everything for himself that way, and he wondered if he's already late…
"Why don't you come to the dorm tonight? The 11th floor is basically empty, only me and Eunhyukkie," Donghae blushed a little, "because Kyuhyun usually hanging out with his gank untill pass midnight and Sungmin hyung DJ-ing."
"What about Jongwoon hyung?" Kibum asked afer thinking for a moment.
"Usually he went straight to his parent's or Siwon's apartment after activities. I know you're not ready to see him yet, so at least meet Eunhyukkie first. He missed you too."
***
The three of them just lying lazily inside Eunhyuk's room in such weird positions. Donghae had his head on Eunhyuk's stomach on the carpet and jamming randomly to a guitar, while Kibum rested his feet on the wall, his head hanging low from the edge of the bed. Beer cans and snacks scattered all over the place but luckily the neat-freak owner of the room didn't mind as he was busily punching his PSP, engrossed in a game.
Dance music blasted loudly in the room and Kibum found himself lost to it. That's the kind of music dancers would love to hear, probably, he eyed his two friends.
Bored, he decided to grab one of Eunhyuk's comic books from the neatly-arranged shelf.
"Bummie," Donghae called him after a few minutes, voice low. Either he was sleepy or he'd already half drunk, "Let's just play Wii. I'm bored like hell here."
As he talk, he snudged his boyfriend's stomach and getting up.
"Eunhyukkie is bo~ring…"
"Shut it Hae-ah, I need to finish this series before Kyuhyun did," Eunhyuk pointed at his PSP. "That bastard would love to laugh at my face if I loose on the bet."
The boyfriend tensed.
"What bet is it this time?!"
Kibum laughed. He forgot how lively it was, the dorm life. How fun was the group's dynamics, consisted of such colourful people. EunHae and their playfulness, Kyuhyun with his spoiled brat attitude… Kibum realized just how much he missed it, being with his band members again like this.
The three of them moved to the living room. Eunhyuk sat on the sofa with his PSP while Kibum and Donghae were lying at their stomachs on the carpet shouting at each other playing FIFA.
"Stupid Van Persie went to MU!" Donghae cursed when Kibum's back player snatched the ball succesfully from his Persie.
"Told ya," Kibum smirked.
"Arghhh…"
They're playing for the other half of the game with Kibum led the score, when the dorm's door opened harshly.
The three of them watched in silence when Siwon stormed in, followed by Jongwoon behind him.
"Siwonnie…"
Siwon didn’t listen, he just went straight into Jongwoon and Ryeowook's old room.
"Siwonnie listen to me," Jongwoon went pass the three people without looking, probably didn't realize that they were there. His grey long coat waved by the fast motion.
He entered the room where Siwon was currently in, and all the people on the living room could hear Siwon's shouting.
Eunhyuk and Donghae were staring at each other, as if talking in silence.
"Uh," Eunhuk said.
"Oh," Donghae answered.
"What happened?" Kibum whispered, "Why are they here?"
"We don't know," Eunhyuk shrugged. "This never happen. At least, not here."
"They're fighting," Donghae stated the obvious.
Kibum rolled his eyes, "I know that."
"What if, you just give me some of your time, Yesung?" Kibum heard Siwon shout.
"I told you it's just a hang out. Youngwoon just wanna catch up with my life like always. He's my best friend, remember?" Jongwoon answered, his voice was calmer than his boyfriend's.
"Yes I do. Of course I remember! But he's been monopolyzing you ever since he went back!"
There was a click. Donghae turned off the Wii with an uneasy face.
"No, it's not like that. Siwonnie, Wonnie, listen."
Kibum never imagined to hear Jongwoon, his Jongwoon, calling Siwon that way. It was so intimate, his husky voice, this time hoarsed as he spelled his lover's name. Kibum felt a pang inside his heart, when he realized that probably his hyung was in his verge of tears.
"And he wrapped his arms around you like that? He almost kissed you, Yesungie!"
"He's drunk," Jongwoon stated. "That's why I called you for help, Wonnie… I couldn't bring him back to the dorm myself. What part of it that's so hard for you to understand?"
"That you went out with him instead of me, when I asked you first for dinner!"
"Hey," Kibum felt a light tap on his shoulder. "We're not suppose to be here, let's get out," Donghae whispered to his ear.
Kibum looked at the EunHae couple, both had risen from their former position. Eunhyuk was already progressed to the front door. Donghae was waiting beside him, stretching out his hand to help him up.
"But he asked me first this afternoon Wonnie… He needed me more than… Ah!" Suddenly Jongwoon yilped. "Wonn… what…"
Kibum almost ran to the couple's room if it's not because of Donghae's grip on his ankle.
"So you're saying I'm less important than your best friend?"
"Urrghh… Siwonnie, don't be like this…"
Kibum hissed at Donghae to let him go, he wanted to find out what's happening to Jongwoon that he let out a miserable voice.
"Answer me!" Siwon's hoarse voice surprised Eunhyuk who was already standing on the door.
"Hae-ah, let's go!" he called his boyfriend slowly, with a trembled voice. Eunhyuk's soft heart couldn't hold it anymore.
"Kibum, come on," Donghae tried to pull Kibum's petrified body. "Leave them, it's their internal business, not ours."
"No, Wonnie, baby, actually Youngwoon is quite depressed these days… Don't you have your own bestfriends too? You would like to help them too if they're depressed, right?"
There's no answer from Siwon.
Kibum looked at Donghae when he heard some kind of weird voices.
"Oh, Kibum-ah, believe me you wouldn't want to hear them after this," Donghae whispered again.
Suddenly Kibum heard some muffled moans from the room.
"Ah… Wonnie… uhhhh…"
"Yesung-ah," Siwon's voice was hoarse, and, although Kibum didn't wanna admit it, sexy. "Don't be like this again, okay? I need you more than your best friend… and I need you now."
"Mmmh..." Jongwoon's voice shaked with lust. "Okay… I promise… Oh, more, Wonnie!"
Kibum couldn't believe what he heard just now. Were they… already?
"Ew."
Donghae pulled Kibum's hand harshly and succesfully dragging him to the door, where Eunhyuk was waiting.
"There is no baby in this world who would like to hear their parents' lusty voices in a makeup sex," Donghae smirked. "Believe me, I'm their baby."
"They are really sound like porn, 'Ewwww' worthy!" Eunhyuk chirped after closing the door.
"What do you expect from two baritones."
"Hae, you're also loud!" Eunhyuk protested.
"But most people's complaints were directed to you, right? You're louder than me, and we're both dancers!" his boyfriend answered cheekily before Eunhyuk hit him on his upper arm.
"You gross!"
The couple completely forget that Kibum was with them.
When they were to reach the elevator, Donghae remembered that they were with Kibum before.
"Hyukkie, where's Kibum?"
***