I wish there was a button I could push to delete all my previous posts and just start all over again. But since I can't do that...I'll just declare myself starting new, and all old words that came out of me can just be ignored and/or taken with a grain of salt and/or deleted from memory.

14 weeks

what am i doing to celebrate pioneer day?  i'll tell you.  sitting inside in a big chair alone, wearing big ol' sunglasses and my zac ephron wrist band.

"come on baby in our dream we can live on misbehavior."

hi everyone.  i'm in PORTLAND now.

cool.

"yours in love of all things living and dead"

oh my god. six feet under at 2am monday through thursday...in spanish.

well fuck. i am lucky. (sort of).

whhhat??

i'm not in love with men or women i'm in love with the universe that swells and recedes and falls into nothing and grows into something and is filled with stars and shining things that i will never understand even if i live to 100 and ten.  i am in love with the way the outward explosion has struck us so heart-deep and the flying eliptical orbits ( Read more... )

Vagabond Whisper:  arriving in five short days.  Are you listening?

i won't deny it: i need a hug and lots of positive attention.  i am having a horrible day and i'd give anything for a funny joke or anecdote.  any takers?

God i really want something ( Read more... )