I know that it's a bit early for a Theme of the Month, as there's still a week to go before July is really over, but my working theme was "July as an Island (of imprisonment on a CONTINENT - oh, the irony!)" and as I started writing this, it started turning itself into prime thematic material. So I figured I'd spare us all the pain that that was ( Read more... )

So, yeah. Crazy couple of days. Tuesday, I believe, was the day Elizabeth and I saw Bend it Like Beckham. Wednesday Sarah, Elizabeth and I journeyed briefly to the center of the city which was fun but very hot. I forget exactly what I did for the rest of Wednesday…I probably read some Oscar Wilde plays or something. Oh, I remember. I went on ( Read more... )

I have been trying to get online since last night but AOL hates me so I could not. Last night, I tried to make the cell phone work, but the satellites hate me, so I could not. It was quite entertaining ( Read more... )

Why is life like this? It is not bad, just strange. Intangible. Or is that the thing I love about life most? Dreamlike states and Reality. What is it all. People come...to celebrate my life. They laugh - loudly, they talk - loudly. They look at the floor...compliment it "ooh...how nice. I love that!" But I just don't know. Everything ( Read more... )

Do you know where i was today? i was at home. I was happy - giddy even. Complete and utter contentment was where i was. happy, happy, happy!!!! i so love NY i love it so much. I think i'll write a fictional story about NY in a bit - it won't be boring, it might be bad though, who knows. It could be boring, but if it were, it wouldn't matter, ( Read more... )

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Can you tell me why it is that when i'm not thinking really that i can hear the voices in my mind chanting, "New York - New York - New York" on top of eachother in an erie little sequence...Creepy...

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All of my dark thought have dissappeared, the voices residing in the corners of my mind have shut up, and i am as truly happy as i get. Yesterday was more so amazing than i ever could have dreamed it to have been! I can feel the love. We ended up lost(ish) wondering around the upper east side for two hours. I was colder than i've been in months ( Read more... )

Today in school, another day, nothing special. I came home, and watched my design shows for the first time in a while - Christopher was especially good today - he gave me a great idea for a zen room, not that i have space for a zen room, or practice zen of any kind at that. I was just hanging around, i did my wash, nothing exciting, you know. ( Read more... )