a conversation with sym

[my_name_is_go]

8:21:23 PM Me: i don't really like myself

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Life sucks

[robthehobo]

I know how you feel. You look at how you use to be and it reminds you of putting a broken mirror back together. The more you get the pieces to fit the more you cut yourself, and see how you have been changed from the original copy. It sucks. You end up representing your self in a way that you did not ever want to. Anyway I am around, and if you ever need to chill you can just send me a message. I do not mind the kid being around.

[byname]

I'm having a shortage on friendships as well. Not only that, I also happen to really dislike who I am. My problem is though I lost myself in this relationship, and now that I'm coming out of it, I'm having to piece together the parts of me that are me.... throw out what is him, and keep what I feel ultimately makes me a better person. It's a horrible feeling, not knowing who you are.

You can talk to me though, if you'd like.

[my_name_is_go]

i deeeeefinitely know what that's like. i'm still in that process, though i feel like i've gotten through the better part of it.

[ugly_fruit]

i feel like i'm alone in most of my endeavors, and it's hard to persevere like that
i know exactly what you mean