haha i won the best part is no one knows why so i just get to sit here and smile while evry one acts all happy

haha i am laughing and you dont know why but i won and it makes me incredibly happy. so anyways i havent updated in a while mainly because livejournal is gay. so anyway we had a dance last night it was pretty sweet i danced with alot of people and something pretty f'ing sweet happened with one of the people i sanced with. but ya so i am super ( Read more... )

everyone will dissapoint you.... EVERYONE, the thing is i just dont care anymore.

so i had a bonfire last night and it was fun then justin john and chris spent the night and we had fun with that so ya but anyway today is a really shitty day but i dont even give a fuck anymore, i just dont know.

Brooke i am updating for you because you say no one does and i put my confessions down so i am cool with you guys now. anyway so soccer started to today and ya now i remember how it feels to be in shape.....painful but we work harder than any ohter team i know and we are usually better, we should be really sweet this year.

well i officially hate myself and i know that i am a worthless piece of shit. I totally let brooke down and didnt mean to and she means the world to me and i cant express how sorry i am and she doesnt think i am, it really hurts, i have no will for living, my dad never came home last night so i didnt know what the hell was going on and he had to ( Read more... )

so i had my family party today that was alright i got to see my cousins, we free styled a song and i lost a bet but hey i won 50 dollars from washou im the champ. After brooke got home from town i took her to whoop my ass at putt putt golf, and i got smoked, yikes, after that we went and got breadsticks from little ceasers and got slurpees. we went ( Read more... )

i know you say i can make anything i want come true, but i need your help to find what i am looking for, i need your help, i love you.

becauses today im fine without you, runaway this time without you.

so anyway i had a really boring day but anyway i am looking for some fun me and justin might do something tonight. PARTY! woo hoo